tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-91029224028579149312024-03-05T16:02:54.473-08:00PRO DREAMERMargarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.comBlogger1251125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-4009998762540272742014-03-11T07:53:00.002-07:002014-03-11T07:59:46.708-07:00i dont wanna be religious.<br />
it disgust me to see religious people around me, being so hypocrite.<br />
they lie, they fuck, they steal, they are arrogant, they fight, they kill.<br />
they praise their lord then do all the fcking sin conciously, then ask for forgiveness innocently, then do it again, then ask again.<br />
you think being commit to one religion, is a fckn joke??<br />
<br />
i dont wanna be that guy. i dont wanna be hypocrite.<br />
it will make my sin double, being sinful and hypocrite.<br />
i'm a sinful person. i do a lot of mistakes. im not ready to commit to one religion and obey all the doctrins the had. let me be sinful person, at least i dont have to lie myself and my lord.<br />
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really, they disgust me.<br />
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i dont wanna be religious. if religious means lying to yourself.Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-78403926884716141332013-07-07T08:10:00.000-07:002013-07-07T08:10:11.761-07:00hormones oh hormones..at first i can be happiest girl on earth, on the next second who knows? i can cry like a baby.Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-8179135085463338542013-07-01T06:54:00.004-07:002013-07-01T06:54:33.093-07:00the good thing about being stuck in reverse is, it couldnt be any worse. so keep trying. people like Henry Cavill, Shena Malsiana, Thomas Alfa Edison, JK Rowling..(i can name you a thousand but i can only remember them right now hehe)<br />
they got <span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">similarities. </span></span><br />
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps"><br /></span></span>
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">they dont easily give up. they dont give up on first trial. they got rejected, one, twice, 3 times, even many times.</span></span><br />
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">they failed. but they keep on trying. they fail, they try again, they fail better, until they succeed. </span></span><br />
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps"><br /></span></span>
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">oh whats the meaning of my words. who am i to tell you keep on trying. </span></span><br />
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">im still nothing. you dont know me. you dont know my work. you dont know me.</span></span><br />
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">i cant even promise you anything. i cant tell you how many times you should try to be succeed. </span></span><br />
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">because i dont even know how many times i have to try in order to get what i want. </span></span><br />
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps"><br /></span></span>
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">but you know them. they are the living proofs that you are not supposed to give up, on everything you want. everything you dream of. anything you wanted to be. </span></span><br />
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">if you feel worthless, useless, hopeless, dont remember my words (bcs i can not prove you anything, yet!). remember them, who already make it in life.</span></span><br />
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<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">that there is nothing wrong in giving it one more shot. you got nothing to lose. so lets give it one more shot. </span></span><br />
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps"><br /></span></span>Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-58362962532863359492013-03-22T01:12:00.002-07:002013-03-22T01:19:24.035-07:00this is me going gay. what makes your house feels like home?<br />
<br />
you can buy so many houses, but not every places can be your home.<br />
nothing can beat that feeling when you feel warm and save.<br />
you can take off your bra and being ugly without worrying people judging you.<br />
you can goler-goleran seenak jidat without feeling guilty.<br />
where you can do whatever you want, with people you love. <br />
<br />
you can not beat the feeling, that you know where to go when you feel exhausted and you wanna end up on that place, called home. you just simply wanna go home.<br />
<br />
i ever feel really homesick, even i dont really travel a lot or staying on others place a lot.<br />
i dont care how beautiful the place im staying, but its never the same without my family. (here goes the.. AAAWWWWW :") )<br />
<br />
im not family person. my house is messy (yes, ask my friends), my room even more.<br />
but i dont know, thats what my house is my home.<br />
my family. <br />
<br />
LOL JUST KIDDING. HOME IS WHERE MY HARDDISK AND STABLE INTERNET ARE. <br />
<br />
Ps : no it's true. Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-29138787815834148932013-03-22T01:01:00.001-07:002013-03-22T01:01:19.227-07:00aku lelah..... gue salah satu pengguna jalanan jakarta yang memiliki mobilitas tinggi. tiap hari harus bolak balik selatan-utara-selatan. kendaraan yang saya pilih adalah motor. karena emng cepat dan lebih praktis (alesan aja, padahal karena belom punya sim a). you guys might be annoyed when i said i'm motorcycle user.<br />
pengguna motor kerap kali dicaci dan dimaki pengguna jalan lain. katanya ga tau aturan lah, seenaknya, dan ga takut mati.<br />
<br />
hey!! <br />
<br />
itu benar. WKWK. gue juga ngerasa kadang gue emang nyebelin di jalan (apalagi klo udah telat)<br />
tapi sebisa mungkin gue hormatin pengguna jalan lain. kalo ada yg mau nyebrang ya gue kasih, kalo macet ya gue ikut macet tanpa ngambil jalan trotoar, ya kalo lg ga bisa nyelip ya gue ga maksa nyelip diantara mobil2. i feel like saint while on the street lah pokoknya.<br />
<br />
soalnya gue masih takut mati. hahaha dan gue tau gimana rasanya di posisi lain.<br />
jangankan elo yang make mobil. gue aja kadang suka kesel sama sesama pengguna motor.<br />
<br />
tapi mau gimana lagi. anyway, untuk jarak yg segitu jauh, kenapa gue lebih milih capek2 di motor daripada kendaraan umum?<br />
well, this is what i wanna say.<br />
gue sadar betul bahwa gue turut berkontribusi dalam kemacetan jakarta raya dan well, gue kesel juga.<br />
tapi bayanginlah kenapa gue rela mcet2an drpd naik kendaraan umum? karena sarana transportasi umum di jakarta itu masih jauh dari kata "enak dan nyaman".<br />
<br />
oke, katakanlah skg udah ada busway gandeng untuk koridor 1 (that's my route anyway) pas naik, widih keren.. gede.. adem.. muat banyak..<br />
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tapi, armadanya terbatas dan suka lelet karena jalanannya belum memadai fasilitas ini.<br />
<br />
men, my time is fckin ticking! i dont wanna waste my time just sitting nicely on the bus! waiting it to be arrived, belum lagi kalo ada armada yang macet. halah! BUS MACAM APA INI! METRO MINI YG REOT AJA JARANG MOGOK AND WAY FASTER THAN YOU!<br />
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i mean, dear goverment, stop bikin ruas jalan baru, fly over, ato ruas tol baru, itu cuma nambahin titik kemacetan. karena selama transportasi umum lo belum becus, kita akan tetap lebih milih macet2an pake kendaraan pribadi daripada naik bus lo.<br />
<br />
mau maksa kita dengan peraturan ganjil genap baru lo? percaya deh. masyarakat akan menemukan dan menghalalkan berbagai cara hanya untuk dapat tetap memakai kendaraan pribadi di jalanan. it wont work for long time. <br />
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focus aja lah dulu dengan 1 solusi yang penting kelar dan menjawab permasalahan kita. Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-65537515221468709452013-02-06T05:24:00.002-08:002013-02-06T05:24:31.404-08:00how to explain this..if you think your love is worth fighting for (bcs it feels so right but it's so hard at the same time) then go fight for it. fight for your curiosity.<br />
but give it a limit. think logically. give your brain a chance to decide to, wether its right-normal, or wrong-crazy-insane stuff to fight.<br />
bcs when we in love, we usually got blinded by... love itself.<br />
<br />
at first it could feel so right, you are so fckin sure he/she's the one that understand you so much. he/she's the one that love you too. BUT REALLY? we got 6 billion people and counting in this world.<br />
how could you be so sure?<br />
<br />
i might be lame for trusting faith. i might be lame for depending my life on so called destiny.<br />
but i do.<br />
<br />
so, when you fight for someone. go fight for it. but think logically too. if it seems so impossible?<br />
then surrender. not giving up, but surrender.<br />
have a little faith. let god do the rest for you. make the impossible, possible. :) Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-8418247150566534262013-01-30T05:43:00.001-08:002013-01-30T05:43:31.665-08:00so, entirely universe has made a single rule. bros before hoes. brosh before hoes. even it's applied for girls.<br />
bro before hoes.<br />
girls can stupidly spend so many (even much) things for his boy, but they will carefully spend something for their friends.<br />
sacrifice so much effort for his boy but will not logically think, is it gonna work out? and deny all the advice she got blinded by so called true love. <br />
<br />
really, girls? i'm pretty disappointed here. Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-67736779914028552152013-01-25T06:18:00.001-08:002013-03-22T01:19:52.102-07:00eggs and religion nowadays.so my family have this habit, where you gotta wash eggs before you put it in refrigerator.<br />
i was asking why we gotta do it because im wondering. we eat whats inside the eggs right? and you guys know that egg shelter is pretty strong protecting the yolk and the white inside from all the beacteria outside, she said because we bought the eggs from unsanitary place, there are so many possible germs that brought within the egss shelter, so at least we wash away the egss so whole refrigerator didnt contaminated.<br />
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i was like, well makes sense.<br />
<br />
then i dont know iguess our family (well me) too lazy to wash the eggs one by one, so recently we just put it away inside the refrigerator.<br />
<br />
then tonight my brother cook and egg. he took it from the refrigerator then wash it.<br />
i was asking "you eat whats in the egg or the shelter? whats the point u wash it?"<br />
he just remain silent.<br />
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i think that whats happen with so called religious people.<br />
they didnt know exactly whats the point, whats the goal, whats the meaning by following the rulesm tradition, and whats so ever "god" taught to them.<br />
they just simply follow them<br />
that what makes them stupid. and pointless.<br />
just saying. Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-17554716909211077972013-01-01T05:42:00.001-08:002013-01-01T05:42:37.753-08:00first post on 2013.2013!!!!!!<br />
<br />
we survived 2012 finally. :')<br />
banyak ngeliat harapan2 kecil sampai besar di timeline twitter utk 2013.<br />
mostly minta cuma 1. (sesimpel) bahagia.<br />
<br />
bahagia itu ga simpel. dengan meminta bahagia berarti lo meminta jalan hidup lo (dari segala aspek) dimudahkan. whats so simple with that? apanya yang <i>hanya </i>bahagia? sepanjang tahun bhagia? wih.. surga sekali. <br />
meminta untuk bahagia sama aja dengan kata lain utntuk serakah. <br />
<br />
padahal bahagia itu ga perlu minta. ga perlu cari. cuma perlu disadari.<br />
sesimpel dengan bersyukur. <br />
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<br />happy blessed 2013! :) Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-26645771149006833392012-12-11T04:41:00.000-08:002013-01-01T05:50:20.570-08:00the good idea of breaking upi always wonder, that when will this day come. and when this day finally knocking on me, i wasnt even ready.<br />
i was trying to be prepared but actually im just lying to myself.<br />
<br />
i lied that i will be ready, i wont be hurt or even holding you back.<br />
i lied, that i dont care we're just hving fun. you dont matter to me.<br />
i lied that i can through this.<br />
<br />
there's no good in breaking up actually. i lied. <br />
but my good idea of breaking up is, ketika kita sedang keluar bersama. on regular date just for some chit chat.<br />
then we both realize there's nothing we can do anymore.<br />
then we both decide, "lets break up" simply like asking "hey you wanna have some tea?"<br />
then, ok. lets break up. with a smile and no hurt feelings.<br />
then they eat their ordered meal. finish them.<br />
then they go out from that cafe happily, in separated ways.<br />
then they continue their each life. <br />
<br />
but then i realize thats the most naive bullshit i ever made.<br />
if you can simply asking your lover to break up and they say yes with no hard feelings.<br />
then all you have so far, is just a big lie. <br />
<br />
<br />Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-45336479569091343512012-12-07T00:00:00.001-08:002012-12-07T00:00:22.765-08:00i like torturing myself by thinking about you. about us. Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-24854185809295193062012-12-05T08:35:00.000-08:002013-01-01T05:44:12.069-08:00hati gue ga pernah bersama perempuan yang menghancurkan hubungan sebuah pasangan. wanita kedua, simpenan, selingkuhan, hts-an ato apalah namanya. sebaik dan semanis apapun perempuan kedua itu, tetaplah dia yang merusak hubungan yang udah dijalin. karena dilihat dari manapun, tetaplah dia yang salah. <br />
<br />
dan hati gue ga pernah bersama lelaki yang memilih bersama perempuian kedua itu. atau bahkan sempat tercipta perempuan kedua itu.<br />
kenapa sebuah hubungan itu harus dirusak dengan pihak ketiga? kalau udah bosen, yaudah udahin aja. kalau udah ga cocok, ya akhiri aja. kenapa mesti saling menyakiti?<br />
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<br />
if it didnt last, that its not love. <br />
<br />Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-63166695236242953722012-11-30T07:34:00.004-08:002012-11-30T07:34:56.186-08:00i want my orgasm* last forever. <i>aku ingin berdua denganmu diantara daun gugur.</i><br />
<i>aku ingin berdua denganmu, tapi aku hanya melihat keresahanmu.</i><br />
<br />
huff.. (harus banget ya setelah jeda yang cukup lama, blog ini gue mulai dengan sebuah desahan panjang) <br />
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<br />
kenapa ya manusia tuh ga pernah puas.. apa si yang dicari?<br />
sampai titik apa sampai manusia merasa sempurna dan puas.<br />
lalu seberapa lama kepuasan itu akan bertahan.<br />
well, we cant get<i> </i>orgasm forever.<br />
<br />
now i understand what the meaning of phrase "nobody dies virgin bcs life fcks us all"<br />
in the end, kita bukannya menghidupi hidup, tapi hidup yang memerkosa kita secara brutal.<br />
if you cant resist it, you simply have to enjoy it.<br />
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dan emang, seberapapun banyak materi yang lo punya. you cant buy perfection. no, you can buy your <i>temporary </i>happiness from your luxury life but you cant get perfection.<br />
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karena balik lagi, lo akan terus berbalik ke ketidakpuasan. ketidakpuasan berakar pada ketidaksempurnaan.<br />
so, nothing's perfect. your money cant buy perfection.<br />
<br />
bcs perfection leads to boredom.<br />
and boredom leads to <span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">dissatisfaction.</span></span><br />
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">and vice versa. </span></span><br />
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps"><br /></span></span>
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">mari belajar menikmati ketidaksempurnaan kita untuk menyempurnakan hidup kita yang tidak sempurna ini.</span></span><br />
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps"><br /></span></span>
<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">*orgasm : happines. </span></span><br />
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<br />Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-33725822893753293252012-11-25T06:45:00.001-08:002012-11-25T06:45:05.610-08:00way to go, Ga! i love tired eyes.<br />
behind tired eyes, there are a lot of untold stories, not shared worries, unfinished work and lost soul.<br />
<br />
i love tired eyes. you know, it's not easy to make those. but you also know, without them, you will just forget why are you so tired. what have you done, and why you gotta keep doing it.<br />
you will easily forget, where are you going to.<br />
<br />tired eyes will show you why you have to get up and fix it. because it's so ugly to your pretty face. and you miss the sparkling of your eyes.<br />
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tired eyes is a reward, of your sweat and a reminder to your happiness. <br />
so dont close your eyes yet. remember why are you here and how far you have done.<br />
<br />Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-405595698592771092012-10-12T08:20:00.000-07:002013-01-01T05:48:11.688-08:00kicauan-kicauan kecil. <span class="tweet" rel="Fri May 04 17:07:28 +0000 2012">Tuhan, menemukanMu memang tidak mudah. Tapi bukan berarti Kau tak ada kan? <span class="tweet" rel="Fri May 04 17:09:03 +0000 2012">Dan caraku menemukanMu adalah dengan mempertanyakanMu dahulu.</span></span><br />
<br />
<span class="tweet" rel="Fri May 04 17:07:28 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Fri May 04 17:09:03 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Sun Jul 08 17:38:58 +0000 2012">Religion is about advertising. God, is another story.</span></span></span><br />
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<span class="tweet" rel="Fri May 04 17:07:28 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Fri May 04 17:09:03 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Sun Jul 08 17:38:58 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Wed Jul 25 01:39:20 +0000 2012">Everyone is a
stranger. Stranger with same blood, stranger I know, stranger I meet,
stranger with history, and you, are stranger I love</span></span></span></span><br />
<br />
<span class="tweet" rel="Fri May 04 17:07:28 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Fri May 04 17:09:03 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Sun Jul 08 17:38:58 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Wed Jul 25 01:39:20 +0000 2012"> </span> <span class="tweet" rel="Tue Aug 07 12:10:35 +0000 2012">I think I'm starting to believe in alien since we're so insignificant and super tiny in this wholeeee observable universe.</span></span></span></span><br />
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<span class="tweet" rel="Fri May 04 17:07:28 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Fri May 04 17:09:03 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Sun Jul 08 17:38:58 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Tue Aug 07 12:10:35 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Wed Aug 08 14:57:16 +0000 2012">Since I'm so going to hell in every kind of religions, Idk what's the use of "pindah agama"</span></span></span></span></span><br />
<br />
<span class="tweet" rel="Fri May 04 17:07:28 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Fri May 04 17:09:03 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Sun Jul 08 17:38:58 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Tue Aug 07 12:10:35 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Wed Aug 08 14:57:16 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Fri Aug 10 19:47:00 +0000 2012">Feels so blessed to hv you in my life. You make me feel the love of god even when we don't praise Him in the same way... <span class="tweet" rel="Fri Aug 10 19:48:32 +0000 2012">...And to me, it simply proves that god does exist. In anykind of way we called it</span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span class="tweet" rel="Fri May 04 17:07:28 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Fri May 04 17:09:03 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Sun Jul 08 17:38:58 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Tue Aug 07 12:10:35 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Wed Aug 08 14:57:16 +0000 2012"><span class="tweet" rel="Fri Aug 10 19:47:00 +0000 2012"> </span> </span> </span></span></span></span>Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-33546246205118141492012-10-07T05:03:00.000-07:002012-10-07T05:03:03.735-07:00i was so stupid. bodoh adalah mengharapkan sebuah pribadi pada sebuah lingkungan, untuk tetap stays the same, even when time goes by.<br />
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no , ma'am. you cant expect ppl t stay the same. time changes them.<br />
Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-29522505268171870802012-10-07T04:32:00.004-07:002012-10-07T04:32:55.977-07:00nude is my color. <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-11421612439581197752012-09-22T07:51:00.002-07:002012-09-22T07:51:58.502-07:00no, i never attempt to leave this blog. the place where i used to share all my thoughts, and blabber my feelings out. and felt like the safest place where no one judging me.<br />
neither you.. :"<br />
<br />i never wish for a second chance with you. <i>never</i>. not, you. <br />
i always wish for someone who could make me feel the same way i do to you.<br />
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like, haha, why? Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-26046509501847787302012-08-21T06:34:00.004-07:002012-08-21T06:34:53.785-07:00to all the hipster in town, ive got a question for you.<br />
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do you guys, really really like all those songs, all the indie bands you heard on your iPod?<br />
do you really know them? <br />
it just happen, i dont understand abt you guys who claimed, or wanna be claimed as hipster so much. you could listen like so much indie band, and you like it all? really? <br />
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then you put it on your #nowplaying tweet so ppl can see your indie taste?<br />
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i was listening to Jangan Ada Dusta while blogging this. and im not proud. but at least, i am honest to my ears. i like them.<br />
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<br />Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-18243700307483960632012-07-28T08:17:00.000-07:002012-07-28T08:17:54.054-07:00dasar manusia..lately ive been thinking a lot abt my boat. i mean my life.<br />
jika hidup saya ini perahu, saya sedang berada di arus yang sangat tenang. terlalu tenang dan luas saya tidak tahu akan dikemanakan perahu ini. hingga lupa kemana akan diarahkan perahu ini dan jalurnya.<br />
saking tenangnya hingga saya lupa, saya tidak bisa selamanya berada di laut. saya bisa tua dan mati sendiri disini.<br />
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nah loh. keasikan leha-leha di laut. dadah dadah sama yang lewat. keasikan mancing tapi lupa disimpan untuk hari esok. keasikan sampai lupa kalo bukan saya yang ngatur cuaca. badai bisa datang kapan saja..<br />
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hmm, anyway, balik lagi ke hidup. semesta itu bekerja sesuai cara yang ga pernah kita tahu. di luar batas nalar kita. kita sendiri ga tahu apa batas nalar kita. maka teruslah bereksplorasi.<br />
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saya suka merasa, telat menyadari petunjuk yang dia berikan.<br />
like, oh iya. i was led to that way. why am i not taking it? oh fool me.<br />
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tapi semesta itu sejatinya pemaaf dan sabar. dia sebarkan lagi petunjuk.<br />
and again, dasar manusia, saya ga mengikuti.<br />
i was fooled by my limited nous.<br />
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but whatever way i am taking, i believe, semua akan kembali ke jalan dan tempat yang sudah disediakan untuk kita dari semula.<br />
karena tempat itu cuma lo yang bisa nempatin. pernah main pasang-pasangan kan waktu kecil? bentuk egitiga dimasukin ke lubang segitiga, bulat ke lubang blat, segiempat ke lubang tersebut juga. tidak akan pernah lubang segitiga bisa masuk ke lubang yang bulat. ketika sebuah pasangan yang bukan seharusnya dipaksakan, maka akan terjadi benturan yang pastinya, <i>maksa</i>. <br />
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nah seperti itu kira-kira. tempat kita, cuma kita yang bisa tempatin.<br />
we are created for a reason. <br />
if you meant to be, then it will be.<br />
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<br />Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-19629911892913062642012-07-28T08:02:00.003-07:002012-07-28T08:02:38.951-07:00sebelum iri..sebelum iri, coba belajar dulu kata ikhlas.<br />
sebelum iri, coba belajar dulu berada di perahunya mengarungi samuderanya.<br />
sebelum iri, coba belajar dulu untuk menyedari apa yang kita punya.<br />
sebelum iri, coba jangan berhenti di situ tapi berusaha menggapai apa yang kamu irikan.Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-7615056495429527882012-07-04T09:05:00.002-07:002012-07-04T09:07:07.792-07:00yes im afraid of youim afraid that i cant be the girl you wanted<br />
im afraid that i will disapoint you more than you do<br />
im afraid that you'll fallen for me deeper than it supposed<br />
im afraid that i will hurt you<br />
im afraid that you will hurt me more. <br />
im afraid that we couldnt last long<br />
what im afriad the most that we are made for each other but im too busy denying it bcs im too afraid of what future will bring to us.<br />
what if we belong together but we just give it up. vice versa. <br />
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<i>perbedaan harusnya menguatkan.</i> but thats what im afraid the most.Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-85296411636156138152012-07-03T04:19:00.000-07:002012-07-03T04:22:20.778-07:00souvenir masa kecil.<div style="text-align: center;">
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<i>And then I go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like I love you</i><br />
<br /></div>Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-23163291668616555442012-07-03T03:56:00.001-07:002012-07-03T04:06:07.429-07:00where the great things are.hmm lately this "magang" thing become so real to me.<br />
to be honest, im so ashamed of myself bcs i hv a friend who's got an intern in lifestyle magazine (and it's cool btw) she <i>writes</i>. articles. for magazine. the fact she is in fashion business major got me punch in my face. she's not even a jounalist student. like me.<br />
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damn. i know, it's not that am not thinking abt it. i do thinking about it lot. and the fact i just ended my 4th semester- and i hv to take intern in 7th semester, anyway - of course i think about that. it's getting closer man.<br />
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but.... i dont know, i want to. but where do i want it to be?<br />
seriously, i hate getting out of my comfort zone.<br />
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but the thing is, that's where almost great things are. outside our comfort zone.<br />
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ps : congrats, Dhe. :)Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9102922402857914931.post-60321136735970506182012-06-28T07:20:00.002-07:002012-06-28T07:20:55.091-07:00..beautifull.Air mata tangisan (air mata psikis) : yang disebabkan karena stres emosional yang kuat, depresi atau nyeri fisik.<br />
Bukan hanya emosi yang bersifat negatif, seseorang juga menangis saat dalam keadaan sangat bahagia.<br />
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Cara timbulnya air mata psikis berbeda dengan air mata jenis lain.
Terdapat sistem yang disebut sistem limbik yang terlibat dalam
produksinya. Khususnya organ yang disebut hipotalamus. Cabang
parasimpatis dari sistem otonom mengatur kelenjar lakrimasi (air mata)
melalui neurotransmiter asetilkolin melalui reseptor nikotinik dan
muskarinik. Ketika kedua reseptor ini teraktivasi maka kelenjar air mata
akan menghasilkan air mata.Margarethahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11050439692334519083noreply@blogger.com0