Friday 30 November 2012

i want my orgasm* last forever.

aku ingin berdua denganmu diantara daun gugur.
aku ingin berdua denganmu, tapi aku hanya melihat keresahanmu.

huff.. (harus banget ya setelah jeda yang cukup lama, blog ini gue mulai dengan sebuah desahan panjang)


kenapa ya manusia tuh ga pernah puas.. apa si yang dicari?
sampai titik apa sampai manusia merasa sempurna dan puas.
lalu seberapa lama kepuasan itu akan bertahan.
well, we cant get orgasm forever.

now i understand what the meaning of phrase "nobody dies virgin bcs life fcks us all"
in the end, kita bukannya menghidupi hidup, tapi hidup yang memerkosa kita secara brutal.
if you cant resist it, you simply have to enjoy it.

dan emang, seberapapun banyak materi yang lo punya. you cant buy perfection. no, you can buy your temporary happiness from your luxury life but you cant get perfection.

karena balik lagi, lo akan terus berbalik ke ketidakpuasan. ketidakpuasan berakar pada ketidaksempurnaan.
so, nothing's perfect. your money cant buy perfection.

bcs perfection leads to boredom.
and boredom leads to dissatisfaction.
and vice versa.  

mari belajar menikmati ketidaksempurnaan kita untuk menyempurnakan hidup kita yang tidak sempurna ini.

*orgasm : happines.


Sunday 25 November 2012

way to go, Ga!

i love tired eyes.
behind tired eyes, there are a lot of untold stories, not shared worries, unfinished work and lost soul.

i love tired eyes. you know, it's not easy to make those. but you also know, without them, you will just forget why are you so tired. what have you done, and why you gotta keep doing it.
you will easily forget, where are you going to.

tired eyes will show you why you have to get up and fix it. because it's so ugly to your pretty face. and you miss the sparkling of your eyes.

tired eyes is a reward, of your sweat and a reminder to your happiness.
so dont close your eyes yet. remember why are you here and how far you have done.