Monday 31 August 2009

coffee, one of our richness

teman teman.. tiba2 saya kena demam kopi ni haha
jadi suka ma kopi, pindah aliran gitu deh padahal tadinya gw suka Lemon Tea or any kind of Tea as long as its not too sweet.

tapi semenjak gw nyekar kakek gw, which means gw mesti bangun jam 3 pagi, sementara gw baru tidur jam 1 pagi sebelumnya, dan gw tiba2 dibangukan dengan paksa dan harus menemani bokap gw buat nyekar (yah itung2 tanda bakti deh, soalnya gw jg kaisan ngeliat dia ke bogor sendirian pagi2 buta gtu) yaudah gw bela2in bangun dengan mata 5 watt. zzzz (he eh gw tau kebiasaan ini aneh, tapi emang keluarga gw suka nyekar pagi2 buta, subuh2 jam 2-5 gitu di daerah Bogor tiap tahun)

trus diperjalanan gw beli Nescafe Latte di salah satu mini market 24 jam gitu buat nemenin gw dan biar stay awake, eh enakkk! hahahha
dari situ gw jadi ketagihan.

lalu, kayak tiap hari sejak itu gw jadi keranjingan ngonsumsi kopi (even Latte itu, ato kopi bubuk instant, ato kopi item bokap gw, ato kopi susu bikinan sendiri) buat nemenin gw disini hehe.

trus, gw iseng googling.. and i found something very very.. er.. freak, unusual, weird, watev about, one of kind of coffee, that named "Kopi Luwak"

idk , lo semua udah ada yang tau tentang kopi ini ato belom, tapi gw cuma pengen sedikit share aja.

speaking of coffee,
lo semua tau ga, binatang yang namanya Luwak? duh, sumpah gw lupa banget nama Indonesianya, tapi bahasa daerahnya itu. apa ya? gw takut salah antara bajing, sigung, musang, sama teman2 sejenisnya, takut salah sebut repot ntr hehe. yah some kind of that mammal.

dan lo tau kenapa tuh kopi dikasi nama kopi luwak? karena, kopi itu berasal dari biji kopi yang berasal (lagi) dari biji kopi yang udah dimakan sama binatang-entah-apa-itu-namanya itu.

ga kebayang? ga ngerti?
gni, binatang itu mempunyai kemampuan memilih biji kopi terbaik , dan sebaik baiknya melebihi kemampuan kita para manusia untuk memilih the finest coffee bean ever. biasalah naluri binatang.
lalu binatang itu memakan biji kopi terbaik itu bulat2 dan otomatis, kita tau dong, kebiasaan kita makhluk hidup, udah masuk, pasti keluar lg (baca : poop) nah, hasil poop si binatang yang udah makan biji kopi bulat2 terbaik itu, diambil lagi, lalu di olah sedemikian rupa untuk mendapat biji kopi yang terbaik itu!!

yah kasarnya.. kita makan poop si binatang itu.
kasarnya lagi, si binatang itu, cuma alat pensortir biji kopi plg baik dari alam.

weew. i was like.. euhh!
tapi asal lo tau, kopi Luwak itu, luar biasa enak tenann (kata orang karena gw belum minum) dan luar biasa mahallll bo.it costs around $300 or more. buat lo pencinta kopi pasti pada tau deh.

lalu lalu, asal lo tau lagi, mereka pencinta kopi dari berbagai negara di dunia sangat menyukai kopi ini, and i would PROUDLY say this : Kopi luwak came from Sumatra, one of our beloved nation, Indonesia's city. dan kopi ini sangat jarang.

(sampe ni kopi luwak di klaim lagi ma Malaysia, gw sendiri yang akan turun tangan buat ganyang malaysia!! bcz actually, i dont really care about those latest topic about Malaysia- Indonesia problem)

waw. you should proud of this men. salah satu lagi kekayaan Indonesia yang perlu lo lestarikan sebelum direbut lagi ma tetangga.

oh, sorry i just googled more and i kinda made mistakes. menurut 1 artikel yang gw baca, salah satu yang membuat kopi ini enak adalah karena selain ini the finest, it undergoes chemical treatments and fermentations when the beans in these little guy's stomach. okay.

it has a rich, heavy flavour with hints of caramel or chocolate. other terms used to describe it are earthy, musty and exotic. the body is almost syrupy and it's very smooth. yum yum slurp.

hmm.. do you wanna try?

PS 1: Asbi, Latte lebih enak dari yang Mocha. bener deh haha gw lebih suka yang ini.

PS 2 : oh my.. serius deh, kali ini gw ga sanggup naro gambar Si Luwak ini di blog gw, karena tiap gw liat gambarnya gw akan bergidik sendiri. dan gw ga mau tiap gw buka blog gw, gw bergidik terus. jadi, tanya mas google aja ya.

PS 3 : ini ga penting, tapi gw kesel bgt! kecoak brengsek has escape to my room. bcz i was trying to get off him, and he ran to my room!! my bed room!!!!!!!!!! besok mesti ada evakuasi nih. brengsek.liat aja, dia ga akan bisa bertahan lebih dari 2 hari di kamar gw! liat aja. revenge is sweet *evil's thought, evil's grin* (okay just cut the crap, it sounds like , im a desperate pshychopat who will kill anything bother him, hmph.. emosi saya naik turun karena UDARA DAN TEMPERATUR JAKARTA-PAMULANG-BUMI yang MAKIN PANAS TIAP HARI, sadar ga sih woooy?!!)

top 5 woman that have to die for voice (m. verse) or 5 top singers that i would recognize her voice even when i close my eyes




could you name them? :P or, do you simply know them?

10 simply romantic things

for me, no need a bouquet of rose, a poetric poem, many lovey dopey words. just these.

Sunday 30 August 2009

future freaks

hah..
(dateng daateng ngeluh deh, teman2 kali ini gw cuma pengen ngelantur, jadi blh meniggalkan halaman ini kalo ga suka)

kalian semua kalau udah besar mau jadi apa si? dan kalian semua yang udah besar apa udah terlaksana cita2 waktu kecilnya?

sebel deh.
gw sebenernya adalah anak yang tergolong, mm.. you decide deh.

-kita restart aja-

recent mood : confuse.

why?
future freaks me out.
again.

tadinya gw ga kayak temen2 gw yang lain yang tanpa arah tujuan dan terbelenggu dalam aura kesuraman dan tanpa tujuan setelah lulus SMA ini.
tadinya..

sampe tadi.
suddenly, bokap gw nyaranin gw dan sedikit memaksa gw untuk masuk pariwisata.
(emak gw lebih freak, nyuruh gw jadi apoteker. please deh, ma)
okelah, dia punya hak, secara yang mendanai tuh hasil keringet dia.
tapi, ayolah.. its for me, right?
so why do you push me for something i dont really into?

ah. sekarang gw jadi bingung, gw mau kemana setelah ini. gw kembali masuk daftar orang2 dengan lebel suram.
padahal tdnya kalo dtanya orang gw dah mantep tuh jawab, komunikasi massa, jurnalistik untuk next destination gw.

but.. hmmph.
kalo orang2 kebanyakan suram karena gatau mau kemana abis ini.
klo gw, terlalu banyak pilihan!

gw mau komunikasi, dari sejak gw SMP, gw tersentil untuk menjadi penyiar dan photographer 'jalanan'
gw mau pariwisata juga, tapi gw ga begitu suka. gw cm suka part jalan2nya.
gw mau psikologi, tapi gw takut bosen. tapi gw suka, tapi gw yakin gw bakal bosen, tapi *stop it, Ga*
gw mau hukum, just because trauma ditilang kemaren.
gw mau dokter, jadi psikiater *oke ini dicoret deh dr list, too late to say*
gw mau ambil bisnis, karena kayaknya gw punya kemampuan terselubung dalam hal jual menjual dan berbisnis ria, tapi gw yakin gw bakal bosen. yakiiin.
gw mau seni, gw mau menggali potensi gw dibidang ini karena gw yakin gw punya itu tapii.. come on. jaman sekarang, lo kalo jadi seniman, cuma ada 2 kemungkinan. being very exsist or very invisible.
gw mau sastra, gw mau jadi penulis dan atau translator.
gw mau... sudahlah. too much to say.

gw cape, tidur dulu ah udah jam 2. dadaa.

ps : kok gw ga suka nge-twitter ya? hmm

Saturday 29 August 2009

insom attack

people ask me,

just like now. its about 1 . 30 AM (ah its going on 2) and im still awake.

sentilan dari Tuhan

seumur umur gw bernafas sampai beberap detik ini, sampe gw berratus2 kali (hiperbola mode on) bolak balik pamulang serpong pamulang, gw ga pernah beurusan sama yang namanya pihak berwajib. sampai beberapa menit tadi,actually.

damn.

lo semua tau apa? tadi pas pulang dari SMS, gw dan Vina, berkendara dengan motor (seperti biasa) ke SMS (seperti biasa) dan gw tanpa helm (seperti biasa juga!) tapi tiba2 entah nasib gua ma Vina lagi ga mujur, apes , kurang beruntung, kombinasi perbintangan dan astrologi kami sedang tidak sejajar atau apalah, kita kena musibah.

kita ditilang.

aaahh!!! jadi tuh gw dari kira2 15 meteran dari bunderan Alam sutra, udah liat tu polisi2 mangkal kan. yauda karna gw gada helm, gw turun di tgh jalan, niatnya ntr ketemuan ma Vina lagi ntr di tempat lain yg penting selamat dlu dari tu mata2 sial.

eh dasar emang ya.. mata mereka sigap bgt kalo liat yg bening2 gnian. yang tampang2 polos gampang dibodohi.

baru kelar nurunin gw, gw dadah2an ma Vina tiba2 disamperin dia ma petugas.
ditanya2 gt. gw dari jauh dah waswas lah tmn gw knp2.

yauda gw tunggu tp kok ga nongol2, gw samperin eeehh bener! dia lg dtahan gt.
gw samperin, mukanya Vina dah letek lecek ga karuan kayak kertas bungkus bekas gorengan. STNK dah dtahan.

gw ikutan bt lah. gw samperin kan tu polisi yang nanya2in Vina

"Pak, ini kenapa deh? orang dia ga knp2 jg, tmn saya cm nurunin saya dsana, trus saya mau lanjut naik angkot!" muke gw dah ga nyant parah tu asal lo tau aja.

"yaa, ada helm ma SIM ga? ada dendanya 150rb.." dia bilang gt.

dalam hati gw, yaelah lo pengen duit buat lebaran aja bilang deh gausa gni!

"ya tapi ga bisa gni dong Pak! yaelah orang saya cm turun dsni doang!" muke masih nyolot , mungkin dalam hati si polisi, ini yang mestinya galak tu siapa ya..

"ya ga bisa denda blablablaaaaaa" gw gatau deh dia ngomong apa. males gua!

trus gw di oper ke polisi berkumis, temennya yang satu. gw disuruh ikut dia ke kantor, buat disidang ato apalah.

gw ikutin deh tuh, sepanjang perjalanan, gw ma Vina dah merencanakan untuk
  1. kabur. hmm tapi ga mungkin, STNK kita ditahan dan Vina males klo bikin masalah lagi.
  2. dalam hati gw doang ni, berpikir buat nabrak tu polisi ampe jatoh trus kita brutal rebut STNk dan kabur. ok , ini lebih ga mungkin.
  3. klo yang ini, dalam hati Vina doang, pengen hipnotis tu polisi2 bejat trus kabur.
  4. ikutin dia, trus ngaku klo duit kita cuma ada 80rb dan gw niat turun di McD makanya gapake helm.
yaudah. kita pake jalan damai, kita jalanin tu rencana ke4.
pas tiba2, belom nyampe pos apa2, kita di suruh brenti gt. dia tny2 lg,

"tadi bapak yang tadi nanya apa?"

"ee... dia cm nny, tinggal dmn, ma lahir tahun brapa" jawab Vina, muka melas to the max.

si bapak itu SENYUM!!!!! kayak ngetawain.

"ya uda lain kali bla3........" ujung2nya "yauda adanya dananya berpaa????"

anjing dalam hati gw. untung ni bulan puasa ya, kalo ga dah gw jabanin tu ke sidang aja drpd ngerelain duit gua buat lo. gw anggep sedekah aja deh.

"cm ada 80 Pak."

"yauda.lain kali ati2 ya"

kita kasih uangnya.

"iye bacot!!!" dalam hati gw.

lalu, kami dtinggal begitu saja.

OMG! WTF! betapa mereka memperdayai anak sekolah yang tidak tau apa2 seperti kami.

yauda deh. gw tau emang gw salah tp ini menurut gw adlh pemerasan dan walaupun mau gw lawan jg ga bisa apa2 gw. gw cm anak sekolah dan mereka yang berkuasa.

moral of the story :
  • temen2, please. untuk dengerin guru Kewarganegaraan lo pas ngajar, seberapapun membosankanya dia. karna someday lo bakal nyadar betapa lo akan bisa membantah apa yang mereka tuduhkan ke lo dgn pasal2 yang dapat membela lo. at least, you know the fact dan lo ga dibodohi oleh hukum (para petugas nakal).
  • jangan bandel deh kalo dibilangin orang. tadi sebelum pergi tuh Vina dah bilangin gw buat minjem helm, but i said, tng aja semua aman kok. gw dah sering k SMS ga pke helm, gpp kok. tp lihat, Tuhan berkehendak lain.
  • lain kali, klo lo kena kasus gni jg, lo ngaku aja, duit lo cm 50 (jgn takut dompet lo dperiksa karena mereka sama sx ga punya hak buat itu, lo bisa teriak kalo dpaksa periksa) karena bagi mereka 50 aja tuh dah banyak bgt. dan pasang muka melas bgt ato galak bgt.
  • bawa helm kmnapun lo pergi dengan motor.
  • gw jd sempet pgn masuk hukum gt pas tdi ditilang. rasanya pengen ngelawan mereka, ngebantah mereka dgn pasal2 yg gw tau yg dpt membela gw kalo gw bnr dan gw tau bgt mereka cm pgn nyari untung. tai.
yaah.. yaudalah. anggap aja amal.

PS : maaf yaa macan.. haha aku ganti deh uangnya setengah kan aku jg salah :P

Friday 28 August 2009

FB, website sejuta umat.

gw tau, FB bukan barang wah lagi buat kita, kayaknya semua orang tuh pasti punya ya dari yang tewtangga gw yang baru kelar Tk ampe tante2 dan om2 gw yang bahkan ga ngerti cara matiin komputer. tapi gw bener2 ga nyangka.

dia (yang di bawah) juga PUNYA FB!!!!!!

(pas liat muka dia gw langsung ngakak sumpah. click the pict for bigger pict.)
FYI. buat yang anak Mater Dei pasti ga asing lgi ya. dia yang selalu membersihkan sekolah kita tercinta. OMG! gw bahkan gtau nama dia siapa tapi seorang pembantu tata laksana (cleaning service or watev) MD punya FB??? WAWWW O.0

mgkn ini karena fasilitas hot spot di sekolah gw (yang lebih banyak dinikmati guru2 dengan uang SPP murid) tapi tapii.. please deh , Pak! gw yakin lo ga ngerti cara nge-wall ato apa itu notification. hahahaahh kidding :)
wah, welcome to the jungle deh, Pak Windu Yan*!

untuk mas Mark Z. pendiri Facebook. 4 thumbs up for making our day.

tribute to my beloved pet(s). miss you guys :(

i know its kinda torture but i cant help it to make him quite, and its me when i was in 7th grade. 7!!!! no comment.
tory was sleeping
tory
tory
tory

(i cant found any photos of my first hamster. so sad, fyi, he's the best one. he's totally white, fat, and so obey me, he loved to dance :P , then i cant found 'belang's photos too. he was a gift from my class (9b), as my 16th birthday present. he's half grey half white. so little and so active. and the photos of the children of my first one. its about 3 and all died bcz all was eaten by cat. but they're so damn cuteee.)


miss you guyyss.

Thursday 27 August 2009

for someone who has up-and-down-ing my life.

do you want to know what i think? i think you hide something. something that makes you sorrow and so dull, gloomy. lately.
i dont know what's that. okay whatever you named me, but i feel so.

i know, i shouldnt say this, but you know what?
sometimes it makes me so pity on you. i know i cant help but at least, share it to me..
and i'll do the best i can just to make you smile.

and i bet, if i asked you, you would say, im okay. im fine..
but i know, somehow, you dont.

you cant lie but you cant hide it.

whatever your problem.. please, feel free to share it to me.
as you said, we're friends, rite? :(
so notice me.

i just dont like you to be like this.

ps : im quite enjoying being invisible.

marga si bandel

1 sifat (buruk) yang ga pernah hilang dari gw kecil ampe segede gini, yang gw tauemang buruk tapi tetep aja gw lakuin, adalah : bandel.

duh, gw rasa emak gw adalah orang paling sabar sedunia punya anak macem gw.
gw tuh bukan bandel nakal yang berandalan dan sebagainya, tapi gw lebih ke ga mau dengerin orang. mereka ngasih tau gw salah, tp gw tetep kekeuh. kalo gw suka ya ttp gw lakuin. selama itu ga membahayakan orang lain dan menurut gw, its okay to do.

dan semua itu selalu gw lakukan sampai detik ini. padahal gw tau, itu salah.
contoh kecil : kayak kalo gw sakit, gw tetep kekeuh minum es lah, makan gorengan lah, main komputer sampe unjung2nya gw tepar sendiri. padahal tu mulut emak gw ga brenti ngerocos ngingetin gw.
tapi krn gw sk ya mau gmn lg.

gw selalu bandel. selalu. gw mungkin ga (terlalu) egois tp kalo gw suka dan walaupun gw tau itu ga baek, ya ttp gw lakuin.

like now.. i know im sick. my body is so unwell, my body's temperature is above average, im dizzy, and feels like want to vomit but i cant. and almost.

but, im still sitting here, rather than sleep. i still want to sleep late night or maybe dawn of the day, after watching movie.

im a bad girl i know. is this what we called "self-destroying"?

my another lovable boy




Chris Pine (y) (y)

im liking his face structure. his jaw. so designed well :P and i think his quite funny too.

thoughts is everything

i have the secret, do you want to know ?
"everything's gonna be allright :)"

Wednesday 26 August 2009

hahhh

(postingan kali ini adalah request dari teman saya, saudara Barbara Vania si piip Jakarta.)

hari ini, meruapakan hari yang skala moodnya dibawah rata2 bagi gw. sebel bgt.
gada yang beres dari pagi!
duit ketinggalan, ga sarapan (padahal mau donor darah) , lupa kunci rumah gara2 buru2.
trus siangnya ulangan mat gw, sh*t bgt, gw ga bs, dan hasil yang dbagiin jg ga nyampe 50! telek bgt kan.

gatau kenapa jadi bego gini gw ;(

anyway, menjelang bel2 pulang sekolah, tentunya saya amat senang dpt segera mengakhiri hari itu ,tapi apa daya.

pas lg pelajaran sejarah dengan bu Umi yang notabene hamil (lagi) dan besarnya perutnya sudah tak tertahankan lagi (tiap ngeliat gw , gw cm takut dia jatuh gr2 keberatan ckck), gw tb2 disuruh jawab pertanyaan, as ussually.

kaget lah gw. orang lagi bengong corat coret buku, tb2 dtanya, "mejret, apa jret??" > tb2 dtanya gt deh
gw cm a e a e bentar trus, gw liat jam.
gw bilang aja "yah bu, bentar lgi kan bell.." ngocol? bodo. dia jg sering ngocol ma gw kan haha

tiba2 entah setan apa yang nyusruk ke badannya, dia blg 'bagus.. KELUAR KAMU!"
kaget lah gw, apa kali tggl 5 mnt lg, dsuruh keluar sgala, niat hukum gw ga si?

yauda gw ketawa kan, nyengir2 tai gt, gw nny "serius bu?'
dia bilang, "IYA!" mukanya sok galak.

gw masih kayak "ha? ngapain gw dluar? " tp yaudalah drpd byk cingcong nyak babe, yauda gw kuar deh.

dan dluar, for about less than 5 minutes, gw dpanggil lagi karena dah pulang. dluar jg gw ngobrol ma Titi haha

PENTING BGT GA SI LO NYURUH GW KUAR CUMA BUAT 5 MENITAN?????

plok plok plok plok. applause buat bu Umi dan segala sifat sok galaknya itu.

the end of story. the good news, i dont hate you, but dont expect my respect to you anymore. in my eyes, you're always joking and try to be a killer one. but, a cat cant be a lion, right? huh

Jake's

oke, gw sadar, selama gw ngebuat blog ini, sampai detik ini gw ga pernah ngepost tentang cowo ganteng, padahal di blog2 tmn2 gw, dah bertebaran co2 cakep.

tenang, gw normal kok hahaha
bukannya apa, gw emang susah bilang cowo ganteng ampe menggilai sedemikian rupa.
susah, bukan ga bisa.

tapi kali ini beda..
mata gw kebuka *halah* hahaha

gw tau ini telat bgt, tp semalem gw br nntn The Day After Tomorrow
meen.... asli, Jake Gylenhaal lucu bangeet hahah

gatau knp menurut gw, dia ga kayak aktor2 amerika lainya, padahal sama kan ya? hmm
gatau, gw melihat wajah Indonesian di muka dia. h
ahaha
muka mirip2 Kevin Aprilio. iya ga sih? only when he smiles.
trus mukanya kayak selalu muda gitu dimata gw,hahaha

cekidot deh gan
*eww, no comment ah :P

my favorite scene in The day After Tomorrow are when Sam (Jake Gylenhaal) talked all night long with Laura (Emmy Rossum, she's cute by the way), sharing stories and forgetting the big big problem outside for a while. in front of warm chimney.

Laura Chapman: How'm I supposed to adjust, Sam? Everything I've ever cared about, everything I've worked for... has all been preparation for a future that no longer exists. I know you always thought I took the competition too seriously... you were right. It was all for nothing.
Sam Hall: No, no... No I just, I just said that to avoid admitting the truth.
Laura Chapman: The truth about what?
Sam Hall: ...About w-why I joined the team... I joined it because of you.

YOUR NAME INTO F*ING FACE

actually , gw nemu ni situs dari kaskus beberapa waktu lalu,
tapi entah kenapa gw pgn sdkt men share bagaimana ni situs menghancurkan maha karya Tuhan (baca : muka kita)

cekidot : http://turnyournameintoface.com/

this is what
i got.

*damn* what the hell are you doing with my face!
itu yang pertama nongol di pikiran gw. WAKAKAKKAAK.

trus gw pikir, kali aja ada yang bagusan , gw coba lagi.
hasilnya ini

oke. wajah gw kayak buronan bengep sekarang.
fine. gw udahan, takutnya makin ancur aja muka gw.

the moral value di site ini : kita semua sama. ga ada yang cantik, kita semua jeleeek! HAHAHAH

Tuesday 25 August 2009

mouse jeleeeekkkkk X(

i hope its you.

50 Little Secrets.

01. Who was your last text from?
* unknown.

02. Where was your default picture taken? (fb)
* las vegas :P i swear its true! hhaa las vegas wtc :PP

03. Your relationship status?
* single.

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
* yes.

05. What is your current mood?
* sort of mad. not in the mood. boring.

06. How many siblings do you have?
* 2

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
* does it important? -.-

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
* on the roof top of highest building. alone. with my mp3 shuffle on. a pencil and notes. and a can of cold Nescafe latte. perfect.

09. Have a crazy side?
* everybody does.

10. Ever had a near death experience?
* often.

11. Something you do a lot?
* sitting in front of this lame computer, and browse into a big big world. watching them from here.

12. Angry at anyone?
* yes.

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
*her.and nothing to do with it.

14. When was the last time you cried?
* forgot.i even forgot how to cry.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
* dont ask me like that. im not typical like that. but, pathetically yes.

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
* stars.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
* Bu Drajat > ah ga elit bgt jwban gw. knp mst dia sih.

18. What is your favorite song?
* depends.

19. What are you doing right now?
* filling this note

20. Who do you trust right now?
* sadly, no one.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
* gratisan gogirl hihi

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
* nope

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
* closest to me? what friend? schoolmate or not? ah Bobby Hartanto.

24. Describe your life in one word?
* waw.

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
* no one.

26. What should you be doing right now?
* belajar geo, bi, mat. apa daya, ga punya catetan.

27. What are you listening to?
* a lack of color, DCFC

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
* forget.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
* ade gw yang brengsek.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
* not really, i dont care. but i get so quite if i were around him.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
* my friends. ahh, my lil cousin made me laugh this morning.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
* who?.. cares!!!

34. What do you hear?
* DCFC's

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
* straight.

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
* no

37. Do you have a best friend?
*i hope they are

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
* no

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
* yes :) > see? haha

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
* yea

41. Are you happy with life right now?
* i have to

42. Are you currently jealous?
* not so much,i can control it. yet.

43. What jewellery are you currently wearing?
* nothing

44. What were you doing on friday night?
* ahh forgot, and why does it so important to be asked?

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
* everyone does.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
*yes.

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
* yees. there ARE severals.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
* i dont use to go to the doctor.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
* stenga 3. ga knp2.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
* no

3 program prioritas

inilah gw, dengan segala problematika hidup layaknya para remaja,segelintir labilnya jiwa, juga rasa malas yang meraja (damn! ngomong apa si gw hahaha)

inilah gw, di kelas terakhir gw. di sebuah tempat yang menjadi tujuan gw selama hampir kurang lebih 12 tahun terakhir. sekolah.
bosen ga lo? bosen gw. aslii.

haaaahh... *let me take a deep breath before*
barusan, di pelajaran BP, bu Yovita nyruh kita (kita?? iye kelas gw aja deh.) bikin list 3 program prioritas kita setelah lulus nanti.

here's my list :
1. nyari bule tajir nan ganteng
2. nikah
3. nunggu setoran bulanan dr suami gw

HUAHAHAHHAHA
ga deng, suram abis gw kalo beneran gt.
  1. komunikasi massa ( photographer jurnalism, penulis / editor , penyiar radio, freelancer deh)
  2. psikologi ( maunya psikiatrer tp kt bu Yovita, too late. yauda mau gamau psikolog yang klo kt aceng, kerjaanya tiap hr cm nnyin pasien gw "apa kbrmu hr ini?" trus dgrin dia crita hahahahaha)
  3. seni (what else? seniman yang buka gallery di ciputat ato kemang deh)
aah, i dont know how my future would be
pengen main kembang api ma petasan ni tiba2 (ngalay bgt ye hahaha) hmph.

ps1 : AARRGGGGHHHH LO PIKIR LO SIAPA? BRASA HEBAT LO? NGACA OY! LO BERHASIL BKN GW HAMPIR NANGIS TADI SAKING KESELNYA SAMA LO. selamaaatt!! untung gw masih mandang lo, kalo ga, jangan lo pikir "properti kebanggan lo ma temen2 lo" bisa bikin seorang Marga jadi takut ya!! you have no idea what i could be!

ps 2 : can, stop crying and just be tough to fight him. you're damn right, ya know? can, klo kata AADC (hehe), maslah salh 1 dr kita, adalah maasalah kita jg. gw gamau nyampurin urusan lo, tp klo kayak gni critanya, gw rasanya ga bs untuk ga nyampurin, tp gw ga bkl kok tng aja. its all up to you. and if you need place to share,cry, whatsoever , im 24/7 ready for you

ps3 : gw lg makan es batu (dan gw sk bgt mknin es batu, klo kt Sita dulu, tmn SD gw, dia slalu ketawa ngeliat gw mknin gnian, ktnya aneh, orang mah di emut sampe abis, bknnnya dikunyah kayak mkn apaan) dan entah knp stiap gw mkn es batu, gw selalu ngerasa kayak mkn beling. seneng deh. brasa debus huahahha rasanya kadang2 malah pgn mkn beling, pgn tau sama ga ya kayak es batu? *ya ga lah dodol! adanya mulut lu bdarah2 abis itu*

Monday 24 August 2009

my favorite boy

Now, here's what you're supposed to do. And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answer, type in your answer and tag 20 of your friends from here in facebook to answer this. Then see what happens.

If you're a guy - post this as "my kind of girl"
If you're a girl - post this as "my kind of boy"

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
> yeah. who doesnt?

2. Smart?
> yes. but not academic.

3. Preferred age?
> diuatamakn lebih tua (terserah asal jgn lebih dr 5thn)

4. Preferred height?
> taller than me.

5. How about sense of humor?
> a high one.at least he could make me smile.

6. How about piercings?
> better not.

7. Accepts you for who you care?
> iyalaaaaaaaaa

8. Pink hair?
> big no.

9. Mushy or no?
> not too much

10. Thin or fat?
> middle. perfect.

11. Black, brown or white (skin color)?
> brown, i love chocolate ;P

12. Long hair or short hair?
> messed, not too long.

13. Plastic or metal?
> what for? metal deh. kan say no to plastic! haha

14. Smells good?
> yes. ga perlu brand parfum mahal tp, he has to smell good. and fresh.

15. Smoker?
> good news : i dont care

16. Drinker?
> good news : i dont care too

17. Girl/boy-next-door type?
> nah

18. Muscular?
> euhh, not too much please.

19. Plays piano?
> would be great.

20. Plays bass/and accoustic guitar?
> surely bass, but acoustic its okay too

21. Plays violin?
> too feminine for me.

22. Sings very good?
> no need

23. Vain?
> anti

24. With glasses?
> in cute way

25. With braces?
> would be so cutee :D

26. Shy type?
> haha, lets see.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
> rebel. i dont date a good boy :P

28. Active or passive?
> middle pleasee.

29. Tight or bomb?
> gatau

30. Singer or dancer?
> musician.

31. Stunner?
> well...

32. Hiphop?
> no no onooo

33. Earrings?
> depends. but better not.

34. Mr/Ms count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
> leave me.

35. Dimples?
> hmm..

36. Bookworm?
> yahh.. lets see.

37. Mr/Ms love letter?
> no please. you wont get my heart with those pick up line.

38. Playful?
> in what way? yes deh.

39. Flirt?
> not too much pleasee

40. Poem writer?
> depends on poem he created. klo mcm rangga si boleh deh, klo macem pujangga putus cinta, stay away.

41. Serious?
> on right time.

42. Campus crush?
> no

43. Painter?
> not necessary

44. Religious?
> just need to believe in God.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
> in a good way please.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
> internet freak. hah whats the diff -.-

47. Speaks 20 languages?
> hell no, english well is enough.i would like speaking to some kind of alien if he could

48. Loyal or faithful?
> both.

49. Good kisser?
> would be great.

50. Loves children?
> yes. but no necessary actually.

so here's the list ppl i tag :
Maria Christina
Asmara Abigail
Elvina Lee

anyone who interests in? please feel free to tag yourself in.

Sunday 23 August 2009

relationship are like animation.
it contains of a thousand pictures, strung together.
then, it ends in 3 minutes.
-m.

a week of hell

yu mari kta tengok jadwal saya sebagai murid 12sos1 yang berdedikasi tinggi pada Mater die Dei (ibu kita, pembimbing pelindung putraaaaaaa -- ga hafal lagi).
jadwal ini akan saya lakoni selama seminggu lebih ke depan, atau mungkin tidak sama sekali:

  • Senin 24 August 2009 : Ulangan (ulang) Mandarin (belajar ga, Ga? ngga usah. gw ngerjainnya natural aja. mengalir gt aja). ah ya, PR sejarah yang jawabannya ada di catetan semuaaa. semua. buat apa lo nyuruh gw nyalin tu jwbn dr catetan k latihan haaaaa? bego dah.
  • Selasa, 25 August 09 : Ulangan Seni teori, Ulangan KWN, Ulangan Ekonomi (cakep deh ni hari.)
  • Rabu, 26 August 09 : Ulangan b.Ind, Ulangan (ulang) geografi.
  • Kamis, 27 August 09 : Ulangan Sosiologi, presentasi Ekonomi, Ulangan teori Komputer (hari yang ini juga cakep)
  • Jumat 28 August 09 : halellujah to Jesus if we still stood here on earth.
  • akhir bulan : sketsa candi2 yang njelimet itu. gambar orang aja gw belom becus yak.

asik kan jadwal gw seminggu ini.lama2 gw bisa kayak Marshanda beneran nih.

update : Rabu 26 August = nambah Ulangan Mat. dan ada waiting list untung Ulangan B.Ind (lagi) dan Ulangan Agama di minggu depan. sippp deeehhhhh!! apa dosa 12 SOS 1 ya Tuhan?? sehingga Kau memberikan kami cobaan yang begitu berat (halah!)

Thursday 20 August 2009

we heart it . com


(love this one, by the way)




Monday 17 August 2009

new header, folks. (whats wrong with my shortcut to make a link? i cant use it. err)

new header. actually its taken from my facebook's graffiti. one of my friend, Laoshi aka Siska aka Sparkletzo, has made this cute picture for me.
and i have no time (or any inspiration) to reply this pict.
so to appreciate her, i use this pict as my header.

besides, i kinda bored with my old header.
hope you love it.

by the way, check her gallery too :)
http://sparkletzo.deviantart.com

aku ingin bersama selamanya

Ketika tunas ini tumbuh, serupa tubuh yang mengakar

Setiap napas yang terhembus adalah kata

Angan, debur dan emosi bersatu dalam jubah terpautan

Tangan kita terikat, lidah kita menyatu

Maka setiap apa terucap adalah sabda pendita ratu

Ah, di luar itu pasir, di luar itu debu

Hanya angin meniup saja, lalu hilang terbang tak ada

Tapi kita tetap menari, menari cuma kita yang tahu

Jiwa ini tandu, maka duduk saja

Maka akan kita bawa semua

Karena kita adalah satu


(taken from Ada Apa dengan Cinta the movie)

what's up with lo ve :PP


ckck. kangen bgt gw ma ni film. this fmovie wont die. sampai kapanpun, Dian Sastro akan selalu terlihat cantik walaupun rambutnya belah tengah dan polos, dan Nicholas akan selalu berkarakter di mata gw, walaupun rambutnya kriting2 ga jelas.
ahh berasa tua gw kalo nonton ini hahah

Sunday 16 August 2009

westlife's

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever,have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad You'd do anything to make them understand Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything up to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
Have you ever?

(or its just only me?)
someone asked me, what would i do if i had a day to be with him.

im just confused, then i dont know what to do. many things to do, but i only have like a day.
then, i always made a plan. a great plan. about what i would do for a day with him.
but a day, seems so short.

then one thing came up on my mind.

i know what i am gonna do.

i would ask him, to be with me, for the rest of my life.so i can do all the things, all the fun things,
i dont have to worry about the time i had.
sounds so greedy, right?
yeah.

and then i realized, it wont ever happen.

sometimes i wanna call you, but i know you wont be there.
and there's nothing to do with it.

sifat terbodoh Laut, adalah ketika Laut berusaha mencapai dan memilikimu, Senja.
-m.

to forget and forgive.

i know. by not forgiving you. it makes my sin bigger than yours.
i know. everyone deserves second chances. everyone deserves to be forgiven.

but you know, i'm not God. who can easily forgive people.
i wish i could. i wish i had a bigger heart.
i wish, i could ease all the pain you've done.
i wish i could hate you.

but, once again, i'm not God. who always forgiving. who has a big big heart to receive all.
receive all the pain and forgive who caused it.

im not blaming you. i dont hate you. but i couldnt forgiving you.
beacuse of all you've done to me.

i'm not the one who ussually to hold my grudge. but i dont know this time.
no no. i dont have any grudge to you. not at all.
but i just.. couldnt forgive you.

so let me, take this sin. and dont push me to forgive you. let the time decide.

Tuesday 11 August 2009

i do believe in :

blueprint.
everything happens for a reason. even its good or bad.
karma.
everything has a postive and negative side.
there's no coincident.
every one born to be hypocrite (and i just like not impressed or loathe it)
my intuition.
God has a good plan for us, in the end.

---

if you ask me, if i could be anywhere right now, where would it be?
i wanted to be in heaven. sitting beside Him, and watching them peacefully.
how nice it sounds..



"i hate being teenager. so labil and emotional."
-m.

Monday 10 August 2009

me myself and i

"cowo"

halo. lama ga updatee haha

hmm, cowo itu banyak ya? tapi ga semua dari mereka bener2 cowo!!
ya ga sih? haha

kenapa tiba2 ngomong gni? yah karena menurut gw dan seseorang, cowo2 di sekitar gw adalah mahkluk yang super payah dan butaa.
dan begoo.

jadi kayak apa si cowo yang bener2 cowo?
here's my list.
ini semua according to me ya.

menurut gw, "laki-laki" itu..
profesional.
mereka tau kapan harus becanda dan kapan serius.
tatapan mereka tajem dan berbicara , dan ga sok ditajem2in. (kita ga ngomong soal fisik)
peduli tapi bukan sok peduli ato nyari perhatian dan buat ngegombal doang.
mata hatinya berfungsiiii.
dapat mengombinasikan otak dan hati secara seimbang.
ngga meremehkan.
dapat menciptakan senyum di wajah kita (cewe)
tidak menjadi penyebab jatuhnya air mata kita (cewe)
omongannya bisa dipegang.
ga emotional. tenang. ga ringan tangan.
diam tapi menghanyutkan. tapi ga sok misterius.
ga sotoy, ga bacot.
menghargai segala hal (teruta ma cewe dan lingkungan)
pinter (non akademis)
ga menyia2kan.
bisa bikin nyaman.
logikanya jalan.
baik. i mean, really nice.
nakal. in a good way.
berani.
tidak menciptakan masalh, tp menyelesaikan mslh, klo menciptakan pun harus bisa menyelesaikan sendiri tanpa emosi.
and.. yang penting. berkharisma. berkarakter!!

banyak banget? emang. lo pikir jadi laki yang bener2 "laki" tuh gampang?
kalo pum ada lo kata itu gampang nyarinya.
ngga.
dan sampe sekarang gw belom nemuin orang macem itu.

PS : gw jijik sama lo. catet tuh.

Wednesday 5 August 2009

nothing's perfect.

"mas, ngapain mas manjat2? udah di mulai acaranya.. masih aja getol ngebenerin. ceka ceka "
HUAHAHHAAHAH

ini dalah salah satu bukti dimana manusia ga pernah puas dan berusaha sempurna. udah dimulai aja acarmnya, masih tetep ngebenerin.
annoying ga sih, lg nonton gt, tb2 ada yang manjat2 di panggung. huahaha.

Monday 3 August 2009

" norak deh lo. sumpah."

click the plastic.

lately, i just fallen in love (again) with toy cam. plastic cam. hmm
i just brought 1 film, lucky color 200

and i borrow wd's analogue camera. i guess it still works, but idk what can possibly the result come.
i hope it really works and come with a good result (which like i expect)

it was my first time, playing with analogue cam, for serious.
i have analogue, but its not working. argh damn it.
and im trying to fix it, but idk where huhu
but i promise i will. soon.

then, im really curious with the result!!! (this is the art of analogue camera haha)
hmmm

i was curious on DSLR before, but i think, im more in love with toy cam.

and now, i feel hard to find the begative. haha

I NEED MORE FILM, ESP B&W AND EXP. IF YOU HAVE SOME, BRING IT TO ME PLEASEE.

okay. thats all,

*results coming soon.

ps : Struggle has to come back to his family this thursday. huhuhuuhu

Saturday 1 August 2009

1 lagi dari marga haha

today, gw menemukan 1 hal lagi yang memperkuat teori gw selama ini.

bahwa "sifat dasar manusia, tuh munafik."

menurut gw, semua orang terlahir untuk menjadi munafik.ga mungkin ngga. percaya ma gw.
cih, how fake this world, dear.

iya termasuk gw kok, gw akuin.
ga percaya? liat lah sekelilingmu. lebih dekat.