Thursday 30 July 2009

my heart, isnt fragile. but once it brokes. it will so hard to fix it back. i tell you. and once it brokes, it will so hard to put me in back.

the things you need to know about me

im quiet, doesnt mean im "quiet"
i smile , doesnt mean its okay or wheter its not hurting me
i laugh , doesnt mean its funny.
i dont see doesnt mean, i dont know.
i dont talk , doesnt mean, im okay.
i dont know, doesnt mean i'm fool.
i cry, doesnt mean i hate you.
i walk away, doesnt mean i let it.
i keep silent doesnt mean its nothing (happened)
i cant do that, doesnt mean im not trying.
im preteding, doesnt mean im lying.

so why am i keep pretending all this crap?
because im not such a other girl that easily to show what she thinks, feels, or watev.
and easily to cry when she wants.
and easily to show what she truly feels.
and easily to share all.
and easily to show her careness to the one she cares of.
and easily to say what she wants to.
and easily to hate someone who already, hurt her emotionally or physically.

im not that easy.

sometimes i love to be quiet.and i love when someone is not asking me, what does make me so quiet.
because you know what? sometimes, i do. and i dont have reason to tell why.
because i love the moment when im alone with my scramble rumble thoughts
until someone catches up my attention.

and one thing, i dont ask all of you, to understand me.
because i know, no one can, or even want.
and i know, everyone's different. and complicated in our own way.
so, why do you have to understand me when i cant even understand you, them, those, world, reality.
thats why im not asking or sigh for it.

ah, what am i talking about? i hate this part when i just write straight from my mind without sorting it before.
because sometimes it sounds so unimportant , though.

right? yeah.

goodnight, peeps.

*argh i hate to study. hmpph. not in the mood for it.

Tuesday 28 July 2009

bless them. bless us, G.

takut takut takut takut takut takuut ) :

cepet sembuh buat semua yang sakit.
kemaren malem gw mimpi gigi gw copot / tanggal (LAGI!)

sumpah gw takut.
dan bener kan, sodara gw meninggal tadi sore.

kenapa ya gw sering bgt mimpi gigi gw copot? padahal kan itu pertanda ga baik. hmph.
apalagi dengan banyaknya orang2 yang sakit di sekitar gw.

gw semakin takut mereka kenapa2.
serius deh.
hmm :(

Tuhan, ini Marga yang sering bandel itu. lindungilah mereka yang *ehem* kukasihi. sembuhkan lah mereka aku sayang mereka dan gamau kehilangan mereka. setidaknya jgn sekarang ya , Tuhan :(
kalo mesti ada yang kenapa2 mending aku aja deh, bener deh. ikhlas dan ridho nih.
asal mereka gpp. Amin.

sounds so naive? idc. im really freaking out with those dreams. im afraid for sure.

Saturday 25 July 2009

the moral value from "cuci piring" by m.

halo!
mm, belakangan ini gw punya pekerjaan tetap di rumah yang mau ga mau jarus gw lakuin kalo ga uang jajan gw terpaksa dipotong bahkan ga dikasih, haha iya. cuci piring.

semenjak kepergian mbak gw yang ter.. mm, kasihi, gw harus cuci piring T__T
(mba, kembalilahhhhh. kami menantimu)

tapi tapii, apa yang mau gw bahas di cuci piring kali ini?
yang mau gw bahas adalah nilai kehidupan yang gw dapet selama cuci piring.
hahah yaya, silahkan lo semua menertawai gw. pasti lo semua bingung emang nilai kehidupan apa si yang bisa gw dapet dari sekedar membersihkan piring2 kotor itu??

begini, i thought, semakin banyak yang lo pake semakin banyak yang lo cuci. dan semakin mengeluh lah gw hehe.

jadi klo lo gamau cuci banyak, gausa make banyak. ya kan? logikanya gitu dong.

tapii, semakin dikit lo make, semakin dikit pula lo bereksperimen (masak) dan makan. dan semakin dikit pula pengalaman dalam merasakan berbagai jenis makanan.

got it?

sama kayak hidup ini, semakin lo banyak make (nyoba ini itu), semakin banyak pula hal yang mesti lo cuci (resiko yang ditanggung) tapi semua itu worth it. kareno lo bakal dapet pengalaman baru. ya kan?? :)

yah gw akuin. gw sering ngeluh sama cucian kotor rumah gw yang menggunung. rasanya pengen gw pecahin aja tuh langsung buang ke tong sampah. belom lagi dengan lemak2 yang euhhh, ga bgt deh. tapi gw mikir juga. kalo nyokap gw ga masak semua ini. (yah boleh dibilang enak lah) mungkin gw ga akan segede ini sekarang. ga akan semakmur ini sekarang. ya kan?

bisa aja nyokap gw masak mi instant mulu tiap hari biar gw lbh gampang nyucinya dan ga banyak piring kotor. tapi mau jadi apa gw kalo dr kecil ampe skg dkasi makan mi instant mulu. bisa jadi karet usus gw.

jadii, setiap perbuatan itu pasti ada resikonya. dan semakin tinggi resikonya, semakin besar pula yang lo dapatkan.

hmmm (aww marga wise bgt :P hahahah)

jadii, jangan takut 'makan' banyak. hahaha.

i loveee classic. always be. hahh.

about dream.

halo!

belakangan, gw merasa err.. flat. always does si tapi yang ini flatnya jadi banget.
gw mencapai titik kebosanan gw. sampe gw males ngapa2in dan even browsing aja gw males. padahal gw paling seneng ngabisin waktu gw di depan kompi gw yang ngambekan ini.

tapi entah kenapa, lately, enggak. bahkan gw jadi lebih seneng off lbh 'pagi'.

okay. belakangan gw mikir..

gw dah kelas 3. ini tahun terakhir gw. mau gw apakan tahun terakhir gw di MD ini?
apa gw mau jadi sok2an dgn status senior gw? apa gw mau sok2 nyolot pasang tampang paling berkuasa depan ade2 kelas?
apa gw mau berburu junior yang lucu2?
apa gw mau sok keren supaya menjadi senior eksis depan mereka ato gw mau tetap menjadi marga yang suram dan males?

ga. semua ga bgt. gw cuma mikir 1. gw semakin deket ma mimpi gw. im about living my dream.
yang gw harus lakukan adlah, mewujudkan apa yang gw cita2kan dan gw impikan sejak dulu.

but the problem is, i dont what it is!

yeah, gw yakin ini semua, penyakit ini, dialami sebagian besar teman2 gw.
being so lost dan gtau mau jadi apa, kemana , ngapain setelah lulus sekolah ini.

ya kan? ngaku deh lo semua.

gw mencoba menerawang diri gw dalam2, mau jadi apa sih lo, Ga sebenernya?
gw kembali ke masa gw kecil.

dulu waktu gw kecil, gw pgn jadi.. hmm. gw gtau. jawaban standart gw si dokter. tapi gw ga pgn jadi dokter. itu cuma jawaban umum biar mereka yang nannya gw puas doang.

deep in my heart, gw selalu pengen menjadi salah satu dari anggota power rangers itu. tapi gw sadar, hey itu bukan cita2. trus gimana dong?

oke. lalu gw tetap menjadikan dokter sebagai pegangan gw. sebagai jawaban standart gw. sampe SMP.

mulai SMP, gw mulai merasakan passion dan ketertarikan gw ke dunia, psikologi. yeah. berat emang. tp gw suka. gw suka observe dan meneliti dan mengamati manusia. objek paling rumit dan surprisingly yang pernah ada. esp tingkah laku dan pikiran mereka. gw suka mengamati orang2 dan sifat2 mereka. dari situ gw cukup termotivasi untuk mengubah cita2 gw menjadi psikologi. sampe akhirnya SMA kls 1.

gw semakin kenal banyak dunia. terutama, photography. damn im in love with them.
gw ngerasa seneng bisa menagkap moment2 hanya dengan sekali pencet. gw seneng bisa menyajikan sudut2 yang indah dari sesuatu yang ga diliat orang. gw seneng bisa berbagi cerita dari yang gw liat dan gw tangkep.

oke. cita2 gw nambah, gw pgn jadi photographer. gw pgn membagi apa yang gw lihat ke dunia.

tp tiba2, semu ga segampang apa yang gw lihat. dan tiba2, mood gw sebagai penulis dateng lagi. setelah lama sempet kekubur ini itu. nambah lagi cita2 gw.

trus, seiring dgn waktu, entah kenapa, menjadi seorang penyiar tampak menyenangkan bagi gw. nambah lagi cita2 gw.

then, i love to be speed. dan gw sempet membayangkan diri gw berada di sirkuit F1 dan menjadi pembalap cewe. waw. it sounds amazing. haha tp ga mungkin ya kayaknya. hmph.

okay back then. itu adalah serentetan cita2 gw. sebenernya masi banyak. banyaaak bgt. kayak guru TK, backpacker, presenter, boss, flutist, grafologist, magician, jurnalist,astonot, sukarelawan bla3.

tapi sekarang, gw terjebak diantara cita2 gw itu. mau jadi apa gw sebenernya?
mau kemana gw setelah ini?

*duh honestly nih, gw lupa mau nulis apa. tb2 gw blank haha*

mm, sekarang yang ada di pikiran gw cuma 1. gw pengen bahagiain mereka dengan duit yang mengucur dari keringet gw sendiri. gw pgn bikin merka bangga. gw pgn mereka nyesel pernah bilang kalo gw gada apa2nya. gw pgn mereka tau, kalo gw bukan kayak yang mereka kira selama ini.

gw pgn nunjukin ke mereka, lo gtau apa2 soal marga dan apa yang bisa marga perbuat.
itu doang.

tp gw cuma gtau gimana caranya.
i've no chance to prove it.

o.0


this is freaking .. freak! haha if you can play or at least try to play this, i'll bet your fingers might snap off!!

Friday 24 July 2009


the lyrics is so fun , do you notice it??

put your hands uppppp


another techno songs. daft punk - technologic and benny bennasi - put your hands up, so cooool. love it (maybe for all of you who knows me, kinda wondering now why or excatly, from when i listen to techno. fyi, i listen to all kind of music. all. no exceptions)

marga goes techno


i've been curious on this song for about 3 years maybe. this is so cool i think. yeah i listen to techno too haha.

Tuesday 21 July 2009

1001 jalan menuju roma

waktu ke jogja. gw ikut tour gitu.
orang2nya seru2, kocak2, tp karena mostly dah tua, gw jadi agak ga bisa ngebaur.
apalagi gw sakit. jd mls pecicilan.

ada 1 cerita. kan kita lagi mau ke Malioboro. itu dari hmm, pantai Baron.
agak jauh emang. makan waktu 1 jam-an.cuma karena macet (ga d jogaj maupun jakarta, ttp ketemu macet)

jadu ngaret ampe 2jam.
nah dari awal tuh ada seorang nenek (50an keatas) kebelet pipis dari di pantai.
trus dia tahan. sampe Maliobor, udah nyampe toilet nih.

toiletnya ramee!
makin ga tahan kan tuh nenek.
dan lalu apa yang ia lakukan tebak?

nenek itu kencing di toilet cowo!!
wakakakakakaakakka

pas diceritain ngakak 1 bis.
ga bs ngebayangin deh tuh NENEK2 pipis di TOILET COWO yang nempel di tembok itu looh. saking ga tahannya.

segala cara ia halalkan. huahahah
sumpah, tuh nenek ada2 aja. heran gw gimana caranya :P

dan sampe skg, tu nenek sk di cak2in kalo lg ngantri toilet.

nenek saraaap tp gokil deh lu \m/

ttp aja sakit.

halo. sorry for absence lately.

apa yang lo pikirin kalo seseorang tuh nangis karena kesakitan? pasti sakit bgt kan?
entah sakit yang di dalem ato di luar, yang nampak maupun tidak. pasti itu sakit bgt ampe seseorang itu bisa nangis dan nguluarin air mata.

apalagi untuk tipe orang yang jarang nangis dan terlihat kuat.

contohnya gw. gw ini orang yang jarang sakit. gw rasanya si gitu.
tp sekalinya gw sakit pasti yang aneh2 deh. kayak sekarang.

gw gondongan. ahh ga elit bgt ni penyakit.
gw kayak kena kutuk tauu.
leher dan rahang gw mengembaaang.membengkak.

dan lo tau? bagi gw seorang yang doyan makan. ini adalah suatu penyiksaan tersendiri buat gw. mending gw kena dbd ato apa kek yang penting gw ga kesakitan tiap makan dan bahkan ngemut coklat aja gw ga bs.
sakit bgt asli.

mau tau sesakit apa? sakitnya sampe kayak ditonjok 1000 orang (lebay).
kayak ditonjok deh pokoknya. trus ngilu parah.
gw benci makan sekarang. menderita bgt pdhal gw laper.

dan sakitnya bikin ampe gw nangis. zz
dan karena gw sakitnya pas gw lagi jalan2 ke jogja tanpa orang tua gw.
jadilah penyakit gw terbengkalai, gada yang ngobatin.
jadi gw harus terima tuh sakit selama disana.
buaknnya seneng2 malah zzz

gw sempet mikir, gw sakit gnian aja ampe bisa nangis (tersrah lo mau manggil gw cengeng ato apa, tp klo lo jadi gw dan ga nangis, hebat lo.)
kenapa mereka yang ditembak mati, ketusuk pedang, nelen racun, digigit singa, dan kawan2nya, pas begitu, ga nangis ya? malah mereka sempet berkata2 untuk terakhir kalinya.

itu pasti 1000x lbh sakit kan dari yang gw rasain skg. tp knp mrk ga nangis??
ato emg ga sakit?
hmmm..

dan kenapa malah mereka yang diputusin, ditinggalin, dikhianatin, dibohongin, diduain malah nangis tersedu2. bukannya itu sakitnya gada apa2nya dibanding mereka yang ketembak, ke bom, ato apalah.
ya kan??
i mean, literally "pain" gt.

hmph. and this time, i feel double pain i guess.
idk which one hurt me most.

Wednesday 15 July 2009

ten2five's

you showed me how to love unselfishly  And even though there's no love left for me I just want you to know that I'm missing you  Cause my world is full with you And my world is full with you  And even though we're not together once again And I found emptiness living without you It feel so hard to let you go  Cause my world is full with you And my world is full with you

you - ten2five

You did it again
You did hurt my heart
I don’t know how many times

You... I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
And now you let me down

You said you’d never lie again
You said this time would be so right
But then I found you were lying there by her side

You.. You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again
You.. Successfully tore myheart
Now it’s only pieces
Nothing left but pieces of you

You frustated me with this love
I’ve been trying to understand
You know i’m trying i’m trying

You.. I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
And now you let me down

another me

sip dah lu, almost bener semua haha.

Monday 13 July 2009

miss those boys.

tiba2. gada angin gada ujan.
suddenly i miss Abby.

kalian tau Abby siapa? nama panjangnya Gabriel Alexander.
siapa dia? temen sd gw, temen sebangku gw di keals 4a di SD Charitas.

*siapapun yg baca ini, klo ngerasa kenal ato tau dimana abby, kasitau gw pliss.*

kenapa gw kangen dia? karena dia adalah cowo yang paling unik yang pernah gw tau.
dia innocent. banget. polooos bgt. dia baik bgt. dan dia childish bgt!
hahaha. gw suka duduk sama dia. gw nyaman ma dia. dia ga pernah macem2. duduk sama dia kayak duduk ma anak kecil. dia selalu marah kalo gw nyontek dia (iya lah secara dia orang plg pinter di kelas) , marahnya ngambek gitu. persiis anak kecil.

hahah dan gw suka ngobrol ma dia.
becanda2 gitu, saking pewenya gw ma dia, gw sampe digosipin suka ma dia.

gw inget bgt, di papan tulis kalo guru2 lg gada, pasti pada nulis, marga <3>
hahaha ato sebaliknya. anak sd bgt kan. deket dikit langsung di cie2 in haha
gw si bodo maat.
abby nya jg cuek. dan gw ga pernah kok sk ma dia.

1 hal yg gw inget dr dia. tulisannya bo yampuuun zzzzz
jelek bgt bgt. itu bikin gw agak kesusahan kalo nyontek. parah, kayak rumput bejejer.

tp gw seneng deket2 dia. enak aja gitu.
trs, ntah kenapa tiba2 gw kangen ma dia. mungkin karena gw ga mendapatkan sosok pengganti Abby kali ya disini.

dan sekarang gw dah ga pernah ketemu di lagi, gw harap dia masih sama. se innocent dan se childish dlu. secuek dan se kocak dlu. tp jangan sepelit dulu.

trus tau gw kangen siapa lg? Edo (sumpah gw lupa dia nama panjangnya siapa)
masih sama. tmn sekelas di 4a. and he's the naughtiest boy i have ever kneww!!!

gw sebeeel bgt ma dia. kecil2 (waktu itu kelas 4, mnrt gw kita masi kecil) mulutnya dah kayak got!!
becandanya kasar, jorok dan parahnya suka ngisengin gw.
dan ta*nya, gw selalu ditempatin duduk dekett dia. entah depannya, belakangnya, sampingnya (the worst), ato serong kanan kirinya. aaaahhhh rasanya pgn gw apain tuh anak, seandainya gw mampu. hahah

dia veteran. ga naik beberapa kali dan pindah pas mau ke kelas 5 , dia ga naik lg. jadi pindah lg.
emang nakal bgt si. masa ngisengin guru gw yang udah tuaaa bangkotan.. kan kasiaan. r

duduk ma dia kayak belajar bahasa got. col* lah, mem** la, kont** la, ngent** lah. itu semuaa gw ngerti dari dia. buset dah kebal bgt gw dikatain ma dia. ckckckck.

padahal ya bo. dia ganteng loh. ckck hhahhaha tp ttp aja gw sebel ma dia.
tp itu dlu. skg gw pgn tau nasibnya. hmm

terus, next. gw kangen ma Manfreeed hahahahh. lucu ya namanya.
no special reason. cuma kangen ma senyumnya yang mematikan. haha
veteran jg beberapa x. sekelas juga di kls 4a (ancur deh tu kelas) dan nakal jg. kinda player.
but i love it :P
anyway, thx for asking me, Manfred :P

oia oiaa, 1 orang yang ga pernah gw kangenin dr tmn sd gw.
Gerald bla3 (males. namanya panjang. ga sudi gw -.-) tau kenapa?
waktu kelas 3, gw anak baru di SD Chars. gw di dudukin lah ma dia. di depan.
dan sumpah, sepanjang taun gw mengalamin yang namanaya KDRT eh KDK (dalam kelas)
sumpah ya tu anak ga punya otak apa. dah tau gw cewe, gw disiksa coooy. bener2 disiksa. *mano mode on*

kasar abis tuh anak. gw ga paham deh siapa ntr dan gmn istrinya. dia pikir gw apan dipukul2, ditabok2, seenak jidat.
gw bales aja. sering bgt kalo lg gada guru, gw di depan ribut sendiri. gw yaah, berantem lah. sok kuat abis gw.
kalo dia ga seneng dikit ma gw, ditabok lah gw, kalo gw ngelawan dikit, ditendang gw. kalo gw tengil dikit ma dia, dipukul pake penggaris besi. ckck.
ampe pernah 1 x, gw didorong sampe kejengkang dari kursi.
si Tulus (thx, Lus.) sampe belain gw. marahin dia. kasar bgt katanya ma cewe.
trus gw si diem aja. gw menyimpan amarah. untungnya sampe kelas2 brikutnya gw ga pernah sekelas lg.

okai. where are you, guys?? (ga termasuk lo Gerald!!)

Saturday 11 July 2009

back to school + f*ing sunday morning + not so good days lately = bad mood.

firstly, i just wanna shout " GODDAMIT!!!! FCUK FCUK FCUUUUUKKKKKKK"

okay.. hmmm sorry for the opening.
lately, i had a not-so-good-even-annoying days.

i have something that i called f*ing sunday morning situation now.
everyone is busy. idk why.and i just cant continue my sleep zzz

my mom and dad just like couldnt stop yelling at me.
they're making me soooo mad.
or am i making them so mad ? haha i dont know.

they told me to tidy my room, school's stuff, even myself! geez!!!
okay, i woke up earlier. about 9 am, where i used to wake up on 1 pm haha
but i am sure i wont wake up on 1 pm anymore because.. I CANT!!

tomorrow, i gotta back to school agaiiiinn, doing my teenagers life agaiin, school, study, doing my 12th grades (yeay)
mm, actually idk have to be happy or kinda worry.
cause ya'know. 12th grades, which is my last year at school. there will be things i hate, called "final exams"

hoah, but, why do i have to worry now?
wooooohooooooooooooo im gonna come back to school and having some fun with my freaking fellas! yeay, but but, i got new class, which is i think, its gonna be so different.
hh.. im gonna miss eleven social one so much, though.

anywaaayyyyy, i just tidied up my messy room, and stuff, and total damage are :
one of my shocks and my school hat , are gone. dammit. i need them tomorrow.

okay, what else?
ah yaa, im really sorry for not doing my job. sorry for the late this far to tag some name , eyn.
seems like im kinda busy lately. sorry sorry.

and ya'know what? i got some new experiences yesterday.
i was tried english test in wall street, english course.
and the result is "i am in waystage 3 level" idk is it good or bad.
my grammar is lower than other parts. hhh, i knew it!!!!and the highest is my vocab.
this is what you got when you learn english by yourself and never join any english course.

then, suddenly, after doing my test, the teacher (idk his name) asked me to join the social club.
and my friends said yes for me to the teacher. owwkayy. i was totally stranger theree.

yeah, overall, the social club wasnt bad. i met some new friends. and kinda cute guy there hehehehe
okay just cut the crap.

hmm, i think someone is trying to runaway from me yeah
YOU know what i mean.
i just wanna say, we couldnt clear our bussiness if we're hiding each other.

hmm but i dont mind.

Friday 10 July 2009

this hurts but i cant show.

Thursday 9 July 2009

kaskus, gan. gw mah jujur aja haha

Question 1:

If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion?


Read the next question before looking at the response for this one.



Question 2:

It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts.
Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for?


Candidate A.

Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist
He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day.


Candidate B.

He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in
college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening.


Candidate C

He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an
occasional beer and never cheated on his wife.



Which of these candidates would be our choice?



Decide first... no peeking, then scroll down for the response.















Candidate A is Franklin D. Roosevelt.
Candidate B is Winston Churchill.
Candidate C is Adolph Hitler.





And, by the way, on your answer to the abortion question:

If you said YES, you just killed Beethoven

salut buat om gondrong ini


*sigh*
bass nya kereeeen bgt T_T
fretless pula ckck.
good job, dude!

Wednesday 8 July 2009

update.

coy, telornya dah jadi.

keasinan -.-

gw saranin, beberapa kucruk aja. ok? ga pada mau kawin muda kan?? yauda.
deeeee

petualangan marga di kala malam.

oke. malam semua. oh, salah. pagii semua.

hmm begini nih gaya hidup anak jaman sekarang yang ga sehat
(oke sebelumnya gw kasih tau dari awal aja ya, ini postingan ga penting. gausa dibaca jg gpp. sk2 gw dong. blog, blog gw!)

iya. pagi2 butaa, eke belum tidur. ga ngantuk. ga cape. cuma satu.
LAPEEEEERRR BO! suumpah!
cacing2 di perut gw udah ngamuk minta dikasi makan.

astajim. keadaan perut bisa ngaruh kemana2 ya. dr td ga mood browsing. apalagi tidur.

gw ke dapur. meja makan. kulkas. sukses berat.
buat bikin gw mati kering.

nihil!! et dah emak gw malas amat si beli makanan. dah tau anaknya predator semua.

mie yang biasanya bertumpuk2 stok ganjelan perut gw tiap malem juga abis. pret!!

sebel bgt kalo gini. mana dah jam segini (baca: jam 12 lewat), mana mungkin gw kuar beli nasi goreng.
di gondol abang2 mabok iya deh gw.

pesen 14045?yeah. i wish i have enough money.

tapi eits! bukan marga namanya kalo ga bisa nyelesein masalah perut

untung dulu gw sempat menjadi anak yang berbakti dan rajin
lalu saya kembali ke kulkas, untuk kesekian puluh kalinya *entah mengapa walaupun gw tau kalo di kulkas gada makanan tetep aja gw mondar mandir kulkas-depan kompi, brasa kalo kunjungan kesekian, bakal ada mejik aja, bakal nongol lasagna, pizza, dan teman2nya haha (ga lucu lo, Ga! gausa ngelawak deh!)*

lalu lalu, saya hanya menemukan 2 butir telur ayam.
kalo keadaan kejepit gni ye, otak gw plg bs dah *apalagi soal makanan* , gw inget lah tu resep turun temurun emak gw. yang sedari kecil dah gw apal mati.

apa yang akan dilakukan marga?hayooo?
bikin telor goreng? cih! masi jaman?? gada nasi lagian -.- kalo ada dah gw goreng2 deh tuh.
bikin telor mata kebo? hiiih, ga nampol kali.

apa dong, Ga??
kita bikiinnnn *jeng jeng* telor kukus!! :D

ini makanan andalan gw. gada matinya. haha pernah nyoba ga? harus coba.

ok fine. mungkin kalo dari segi blablabla, ga gitu nampol, tapi that's the best i can get, man!
seengaknya porsinya sedikit besar dari telor goreng dkk.

lalu saya otak atik lah tu telor.
*dgn baiknya saya akan membagi resep ini pada kamyu kamyu yang jg mengalamai nasib seperti sayha*

telor, taro di mangkok. kalo bisa si mangkok yang ada gambar ayamnya. yang dari beling yang biasa lo pake kalo makan di mi ayam ato baso jalanan. entah kenapa lebih greget gitu haha. pemakaian mangkok lain tidak saya anjurkan. untuk 17 tahun pengalaman gw bikin telor kukus, gw selalu make tuh mangkok.

terus terus, mm, kucrukin, bukan2, apa ya? intinya masukin kecap asin. secukupnya. karena lidah gw, lidah asin (kayak kata tii), jadi gw sekitar, beberapa belas kucruk kecap asin *nominal angka disembunyikan agar tidak mengejutkan anda, betapa asinnya lidah saya* sama garem beberapa sendok. ga deng, mau kawin apa lo? dikit aja!

nah kalo udah, lo tambahin air secukupnya juga hhe, kita main feeling disini. jadi buat lo yang ga punya perasaan, gausa baca2 nih resep *curhat mode on*

kalo udah *jijik si emang tampangnya* lo kocok2. hmm aduk2 deh. apapun lah!! pokoknya ampe rata.

oia,gan! airnya yang mateng ye. gw gamau jadi salah satu penyebab lo cacingan.

terus, kalo udah kukus deh. simple bukan?? :)

apa? ga bs ngukus? masya oloh. kemana aja bu?

caranya, lo bangunin, ato panggil bibik ato mbak2, ato mami2 yang ada di sekitar lo. lo tanya deh mereka. males gw jelasinnya. -.-

ok. lalu tunggu selama 15 menit!

tring tring..
jadilah telur kukus ala Marga. hehe.

silahkan dicoba ya. kalo ga enak bilang gw. gw ganti pake telor onta. kali aja ngaruh, jadi lebih enak.

oia, sorry gada pictnya, gan *kaskus mode on*
usb port gw lagi ngambek. mesti gw rayu dulu ntr. jadi ga bisa deeh. hmm, kalo penasaran tampanganya gmn, dicoba aja sendiri :)

mudah bukan? haha apa si

hoiyaa!!!!!!!! astaga. sebenernya saya sedang nungguin tu telor mateng.
tp karena keasyikan berbagi ama kalian semua... (dah ah, jijik gw hahahahha)
apa kabarnya ya skg? tengok ke TKP, dlu ya.

bye all,

happy all night long.

Tuesday 7 July 2009

so, why i am not the princess.

i am not princess.

i dont sleep for such a looong time.
i dont like apple.
i am not diligent enough, quite smart enough.

i dont have a beautifull to die for face.
i dont live at kingdom.

i dont kiss a grossy frog.
i couldnt feel any small pea behind my bed.

i dont have a king as my father.
i dont have any talent to pull you.

i dont wear a delicate pair of glass slippers.
i dont know how to ride a horse.

i dont have Capullet as my last name.

i dont do magic!

but one thing, i know.
i am tough.

can i be a princess now?

why? why i want to be a princess?

no. not because i want such a wealthy,
or smart or pretty or what.

it simply just because ,
i want you as my happy ending.

is it too much?
yeah i guees.
cause back to basic, i am not princess.

but hey, i deserve my prince!!

Monday 6 July 2009

my life as a movie

Would it be a
blockbuster or
straight
to DVD?
blockbuster

What would
you name it?
the orange koala

What kind of
movie
would it be
(Drama, comedy,
horror,
romance, etc.)?
drama comedy
romance

Where would
it be shot?
not here exactly :P

What would be
the movie's
theme song?
uh oh, it would
be so many songs.
cant say
them here.

What 3 songs
would
you choose
to play
during the
credits?
just one.
listen to the
rain-evanescence

What movie
style would it be?
it would be so
mmmm,
idk hahaha

Who would you
choose to play
you?
me?
hmmm zooey
deschanel?
hahaha idk,
her name just
came up first.
okok, hmm i know
her face
(the actrees)
but unfortunately,
idk her name.
so i cant tell you.

Who would you
choose to
play your
parents?
anyone.

Who would you
choose to play
your friends
(up to 10)?
geez.
i cant haha
sorry guys,
all of you
so irreplaceable
and hard to find :))
haha

What would be the
main theme
of the movie?
hmm maybe my
teenage
life which is NOW!
that i feel,
the hardest part
in my life, yet,
tough.
i hate being
teenagers.

Any funny
moments?
yes of course

Any fights?
yeeeessss.
a lot of i guess
haha

Any love
interests?
yes

Any sad
moments?
yes yes

How would
it end?
happy
endingggg :))))


time to face the truth.

Sunday 5 July 2009

bisa ga?

hmmm nih kejadian dah cukup lama gw liat tp entah kenapa walaupun simple, cukup bikin gw, err, tergugah. halah haha.

jadi waktu tanggal 16 juni, pagi2 buta *lebay* gw ke rumah Desi buat bikin surprise party buat Igna.

oke setelah gw ke rumah dia, gw ma Desi nyamperin Odie. which is tmn SMP kita, dan mantan gebetan Desi.

betapa ngirinya gw ma mereka. tau apa?

merka masih bisa becanda kayak dulu ga pernah saling suka.
bahkan odie sempet bilang gni ke desi "eh Des, lo dlu pernah suka ma gw kan? hahahah" sambil ngacak2 rambut Desi.

si Desinya, " iya haha nyesel gw suka ma lo :P heran kok gw bs suka yah. mana gw sempet nemenin lo pacaran lg dlu hahaha: sambil becanda2 gt

dan sepanjang jalan mereka nostalgia bener2 tanpa rasa canggung. mereka cerita2 tentang kehidupan mereka masing2 sekarang. bahkan bagi gw *yang merasa jadi kambing congek, krn emg msi ngantuk bgt jg* mereka kayak orang pacaran.

sepangjang jalan Odie ga berhenti2 ngatain Desi , gendut. sampe Desi kesel boong2an dan bilang "he apa si lo? kangen ya ma gw? haha"
Odie bls, "iya kangen gw. temen gw gada yang segendut lo soalnya haha apalagi pernah sk magw haha"
desi cuma ketawa2.

pas Desi mau pulang pun, Odie sempet nyegat dia, blg jgn pulang dlu, ga seru amat si bla3.

see? betapa gw ngiri ma mereka. seandainya gw bisa membuat hubungan kita kayak gitu.
at least ada inisiatif lah dari lo. tapi gw bs apa. gw cm pgn lo crita ma gw, kita temenan kayak dlu.
tapi,
lo terlalu takut sama gw. lo kabur.

padahal, dari dulu gw ga minta muluk2 sama lo. cuma itu. :(

jangan kabur lagi yah :')

Saturday 4 July 2009

"my heart is (not) big enough. and i dont know how to deal this. God, please give me a bigger heart. because i think, the old one is already, hmm broken :/ idk."
m.

Friday 3 July 2009

my imaginary dress came true.







this is what i have been imagine when i was kid.
seriously. and it came true. weeew. hahaha
i dont think it would be a real drees, but i quite love it.
since it was i have dreaming of.
cool (:

Thursday 2 July 2009

Open this website : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.