Sunday, 31 January 2010

i promise, this is seriously funny :D

(the contestants should deforing music they heard.)

got bored? its personality quiz timeee!


Idealist Portrait of the Champion (ENFP)
Like the other Idealists, Championsare rather rare, say two or three percent of the population, but even more than the others they consider intense emotional experiences as being vital to a full life. Champions have a wide... (read more if you want)

wondering about yours? here.


"you cant be good at evrything. choose one! or fail."


"when people say no. it doesnt always they meant it literally. you just need to push them a bit and then you got them. so do it to me too."


"i feel, unsure. sometimes you just need other people to tell you do the right thing even if its not. at least, you try."


"you cant lie to me because i am a liar too"

Friday, 29 January 2010

whats hurt the most - Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo

What do you guys think of the new iPad?

its totally not convenient to bring.. 

Weelll… I have a laptop, and an ipod, and I don’t feel the need to spend $500ish on an in-between, though its KINDA cool.  

i’d like it when i get my period :P

it looks like a HUGE iTouch.. maybe if it has a built in camera I’d get one 

i want is awesome! but the name..?? -___- iPad? c’mon. hahahah. 

dumb… it doesn’t have a USB connector or anything, seems pretty pointless. Just another fancy gadget for people with money 

I think I want one, out of curiosity. The name of it though, iPad … fail. Sounds like someone with a Boston accent saying iPod. 

hell to the effing no . 

too small to be a good computer, to big to be a phone. i think its just a little weird. 

i don’t like it. Microsft Courier = BETTER.  

it looks amazing. but what’s with the name 


its too much money for me to bleed on it. 

i think its iPod with typo -____-

No. Too much flaws. 

$500 for an over-sized iPod touch? Hmmm… I don’t think so. 

Sounds like a futuristic tampon. 

what’s next. iTampon?     




(and the rest screaming for one)
well, sorry Apple. seems you got a wrong name and size.
according to me, first i heard it, i thought, seriously, it was kind of women's hygiene  application for iTouch / iPhone or something like that. thats why i cant get the idea of it. but seriously, no thanks.

cuma 1 hal yang gw ga suka dari Indonesia.

ngerasa susah ga sih saat menghituhg soal akun dengan angka nol yang banyak banget?
ngerasa bangga dengan nol yang banyak itu?

makin banyak nol yang lo punya di mata uang negara lo, makin menunjukkan betapa seretnya keuangan kita sehingga harus mengimbangi mata uang negara sana yang bisa cuma 1 digit, tp disni bisa 5 digit.

ngerasa susah ga sih mau ke luar tapi uang lo ga akan pernah cukup kayaknya wlalaupun lo dah setajir apapun disini?

well, its a yes.

ini yang gw ga suka dari Indoensia. menurut gw masalah utama indonesia cm 1 ya inflasinya. yang akhirnya bercabang kmna2. ya kriminal lah, korupsi la, ini lah itulah. ya ga si?

emang sih kesannya uang adalah segalanya gitu, tapi face the fact man! generally, its a yes kan??

gw rasa moral bangsa kita sebenarnya udah cukup baik (kurang baik apa, yang rebonding aja dibilang haram) cuma kita serig dibutakan sama yang namanya uang sehingga kita berbuat macem2 yang mengarah ke arah negatif.

gw sih ga bisa ngomong banyak disni soalnya gw emang suka males dan ga merhatiin kalo lagi pelajaran ekonomi, tapi yang jelas gw cuma mau bilang, inflasi has a big impact to me!!!
ini nih yang bikin kita suka bokek! apa apa mahal. msa iya lo mau terus2an beli tas LV dengan harga 7 digit ke atas?? ga kan??

cintailah rupiah. selamatkan rupiah kita.
cuma itu yg bisa gw bilang. *sigh*


"kalo semua orang pengen jadi presiden, siapa yang jadi rakyatnya? ngalah lah .. kita semua dah gede."

Thursday, 28 January 2010

alone on vals day this year? dont worry!!

this movie is made to make your day! worth watching!! - cant wait for it- and there will so many stars on this film!

argentum's trending topic

(fyi, bagi yg gtau ARGENTUM itu apa, ARGENTUM  adalah nama angkatan MD 2010. its not official yet actually)

kalo twitter punya trending topic, yaitu most talked about topic, well, in Mater Dei we have it too. this is what i catch.
  1. UAN. yep, since this is our last year, national final exam become our first concentration. the aura of it is freaking us out, apalagi ditambah dgn keputusan2 seperti dimajuin jadi Maret, trus ketuntasannya juga dinaikin well.. lets pray for our best. tadinya sempet ada sistem moving school tp anak2 dah ngamuk2 jadi, ga jadi deh sama pemerintah.
  2. RUBIKS. seriously, i found this coloful cube in every single class i entrace. i often caught several boys trying so hard to solve this thing. from the cmost clever way to the dumbest way such breaking it. gw ga paham ya apa yang  menarik dr mainan ini tapi sepertinya orang2 ga cukup dengan tugas2 yang sudah bkn pusing dan menambah dengan berusaha menyelesaikan rubiks ini.
  3. SIMAK UI. huah.. i dont know why its so special butt, it seems almost half of argentum is going to University of Indonesia. 
  4. PROM vs BANDUNG. well, not like previous year, this year, teachers give us 2 choices for our graduation party. either you want a prom or go to Bandung. and seems like it makes argentum going apart.
  5. JAKET ALMAMATER vs JAKET BASEBALL. its already become our tradition to make jacket alma mater. but this time, the idea of making this jacket become the most discussed bcs it takes 2 warring parties in it.
  6. we are BORED AND TIRED of studying. and we cant wait for college or anything but these!!

Wednesday, 27 January 2010


"i think every mother in the world has ability to ruin her daughter's whole good mood by adding a little fckin salt to her own DIY nuttela. and probably you wont understand how does it feel! when you want something so much then suddenly you just ruined it with your smartass act!!! i will really appreciate you if you stop being smartass, you're just a mother! not goddess!"


"i'm surrounded by idiots. why are people so narrow-minded lately??? what's wrong with you people!"

Tuesday, 26 January 2010

i love you, Mayer.


"menurut hukum logika, seorang atheis (sebenernya) percaya Tuhan itu ada.
how does death feel like?"

Monday, 25 January 2010

one of the most memorable episode. personally. straight trough my heart.


"what if, all people in the world, jump at the same time?"

(this is my new project for this blog. start from now. bcs i have so many thoughts in a day, and i might just share one to you all.)

Saturday, 23 January 2010

i like answering questions that provoke my thoughts.

  1. What is it like to wake up every morning and pretend that you aren’t dying? instead im actually dying? call me blessed.
  2. Do you believe in the death penalty?  What if someone murdered your mother in cold blood?  What if someone murdered a stranger’s mother, but saved your life the month before? death penalty? i just believe in karma. if it happens (no way!) i will kill him/her whole family i swear.
  3. If you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your friend? she/he is not my friends, she/he is stalker!
  4. Would you rather be rich and paralyzed from the waist down or poor and able bodied? poor and able bodied, nothing's compare health, then go find the nearest bank and rob them. voila, im rich and health!!
  5. What’s the most expensive gift you have ever received?  Is it the best gift you have ever received? i dont mind with price as long as its genuinely given to me :)
  6. When was the last time you lied?  Is it possible to lie without saying anything at all? huahaha it reminds me of dudi, well.. i have to admit, sometimes  i am not a good liar but im good at pretending and finding fake excuses.
  7. Stealing is immoral, right?  But what if stealing was the only way to feed a starving child? who said its immoral?
  8. If I gave you $20, what percentage would you – really – save?  If I gave you $200,000, what percentage would you save?  Should there be a difference? yes, please gimme that bunch of bucks i need them.
  9. If someone could tell you the exact day and time that you are going to die, would you want them to tell you? i need them to tell me as soon as they knew that so i dont have to waste my time.
  10. If you found out you were going to die today, would you have any regrets?  Would you be happy with the way you spent the last 24 hours of your life? actually, no. but i wont regret. my teacher said, we dont have to afraid of death its just a part of life, a different form of life.
  11. What’s your single greatest moment of personal failure?  Looking back on it now, did it make you weaker or stronger?  What did you learn? personal failure? i always looking back and it makes me stronger, sometimes weaker, each days. what i learn? life's unfair. but actually, life's truly fair.
  12. Do the words ‘freedom’ and ‘liberty’ mean not being persecuted or discriminated against, or do they mean doing whatever you please? it means.. we are human, and do whatever you want as long its not againts human rights. not law. human rights.
  13. Have you ever discriminated against someone?  Imagine that a street gang notorious for wearing purple shirts has robbed and murdered several hundred people in your town.  If a man wearing a purple shirt just rang your doorbell, would you answer it? depends. you cant judge people.
  14. Is it crazier to choose to be poor or to spend 40 years of your life hating 40 hours a week? ha?
  15. Do you ever feel like you don’t have enough time?  How many hours a week do you spend watching TV, or playing video games, or…? yes..
  16. Do you ever celebrate the green lights? no
  17. If you could be given another talent or ability, what would you want it to be?  Have you ever – really – tried to perfect this ability in yourself? i want to be hacker. or a like John Dilliger. its a gift i guess, and nope, i never try.
  18. No matter how bad things get, are you aware that someone always has it worse than you do? sometimes.
  19. When you help someone, do you ever think, “What’s in it for me?” actually, when i helped people, first thing came up its.. he/she needed to be helped. then, i help her/him. sounds cliche but it does.
  20. Joy is found with simple awareness.  What does your joy look like today? its look like.. family.
  21. What’s the difference between ‘living’ and ‘existing?’ argh its so different, how amny times i should explain it?
  22. Are you willing to sacrifice the life of your child or lover to support a war? oh , its hard :(
  23. Do you ask enough questions, or do you settle for what you know? i ask more and more.
  24. If you could do it all over again, would you change anything? nothing.
  25. If your life was a novel, what would be the title and how would your story end? there will be 2 series.the title would be.. "(still secret)" and its kind of fantasy books where there' so many weird creature and different world. the ending? still figure it out. and then, the second book is, "the black sheep" . kind of fantasy. but its love story. end up with .. something.

to think. we are blessed. so stop saying you want to die.

The following is something to ponder:
  1. If you woke up this morning with more health than illness… You are more blessed than the million who will not survive this week.
  2. If you have NEVER experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture, or the pangs of starvation… You are ahead of 500 million people in the world.
  3. If you can attend a church meeting without fear of harassment, arrest, torture, or death… You are more blessed than 3 Billion people in the world.
  4. If you have food in the refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof over your head and a place to sleep… You are richer than 75% of this world.
  5. If you have money in the bank, in your wallet and spare change in a dish someplace… You are among the Top 8% of the world’s wealthy.
  6. If your parents are still alive and still married… You are very rare, even in the United States.
  7. If you hold up your head with a smile on your face and are truly thankful… You are blessed because the majority can, but most do not.
  8. If you can hold someone’s hand, hug them or even touch them on the shoulder… You are blessed because you can offer God’s healing touch.
  9. If you can read this message, you just received double blessing in that someone was thinking of you, and furthermore, you are more blessed than over 2 Billion people in the world that cannot read at all.
  10. Have a good day, count your blessings, and pass this along to remind everyone else how blessed we are.

i was so damn bored so i googled this.

Some facts on left-handed people:
People who are left handed make up about 5-15% of the population (i am part of them)

The genes for left-handedness are so far elusive (oh yeah?)

Lefties are relatively numerous among creative men

Lefties are relatively numerous among children rated as having an IQ higher than 131 (i had 131 but now im sure that it was decreasing into .. 1.i feel so dumb lately.)

Lefties are relatively numerous among individuals who are good at music and maths (bull sh*t)

Most left-handers draw figures facing to the right. (haha not really)

There is a high tendency in twins for one to be left-handed (oh my twin, where are you? i wish you lived.)

Stuttering and dyslexia occur more often in left-handers (particularly if they are forced to change their writing hand as a child) (thx to my understanding mom for not making me dumber)

Left-handers adjust more readily to seeing underwater.

Left-handers excel particularly in tennis, baseball, swimming and fencing

Left-handers usually reach puberty 4 to 5 months after right-handers

4 of the 5 original designers of the Macintosh (Apple) computer were left-handed

1 in 4 Apollo astronauts were left-handed – 250% more than the normal level. (yes!)

Almost 40% of the top tennis pros are left-handed

Left handed people are three times more likely than right handed people to become alcoholics (scientists speculate that it is because the right hemisphere of the brain has a lower tolerance for alcohol then the left side of the brain)

People who are left handed use the right side of the brain most while right handed people use the left side of the brain most

In Many cultures children who were left handed were forced to use there right hands instead.

More men than women are lefties

Left handed stroke victims recover faster than right handed stroke victims

Left-handers more likely than right handers to be creative geniuses

Left-handers were severely discriminated against during the 18th and 19th centuries and it was often “beaten out” of people

In adulthood, left-handers were often shunned by society, resulting in fewer marrying and reproducing

As discrimination was reduced in the 20th century, the number of natural left-handers who stayed left-handed increased

The rising age of motherhood contributed as, statistically, older mothers are more likely to give birth to left-handed children

Left-handers are also generally better at 3-dimensional perception and thinking

Left-handers are also usually pretty good at most ball sports and things involving
hand-to-eye co-ordination

Left-handers’ brains are structured differently in a way that widens their range of abilities

A study found that left-handed men are 15% richer than right-handed men for those who attended college, and 26% richer if they graduated

Left-Hander’s Day is August 13th

In 60s music, Jimi Hendrix played a right-handed Fender Stratocaster strung upside down to accommodate his left-handedness. Paul McCartney of The Beatles is left-handed; when he first played for John Lennon , he played Lennon’s right-handed guitar upside-down. Ringo Starr of the Beatles is also left-handed

Left-handed persons are thought to process information using a “visual simultaneous”
method in which several threads can be processed simultaneously.

Left-handed people have an excellent ability to multi-task

The hypothesis that left-handed people are predisposed to visual-based thought has been validated by a variety of evidence.

Left-handed university students are more likely to major in visually-based, as opposed to language-based subjects. Another sample of 103 art students found an astounding 47% were left- or mixed-handed.

In the Middle Ages, writing with your left hand was punishable by death (oh thank God i was born in this effing 21th century!)

Half of left handed people use a computer mouse with their right hand (I’m one of them)

If both parents are left handed, 50% of their offspring will be left handed. 2 Righties only have 2% chance of having a leftie

There are twice as many left handed boys than girls

Obama is left-handed

conclution from me :
most of them are bullsh#t to me. i am not good at any sports, or math or even music. i just like them. but its a yes if i am good at multitasking or visualization i dont think i will work for Macintosh or being a president. and i thanked god for not creating me in 20th century, bcs thats why nowadays, left-handed people are just 5-15% in this world bcs they were killed in 20th century, and you know, left handed are genetics. and yes, i love art more than any subject.

10 concert band/ musician that i will never miss to watch them live!

1. he's Maksim! (if you have no idea who the hell is he) i want to bite his gorgeous fingers!

2. Gorillaz. the best virtual band comes alive. oh i wont miss them.

3. he's John fckin Mayer. who'll be so stupid to miss him??

4. my dreams. (the beatles)

5. Daft Punk. no comment.

6. the sexiest old man. plus great skill. Santana!!

7. Frank Sinatra, im still craving on you :3

8. i heard they always have a great live performance. hmmm.

9. even he wont rock my town, watching you alive will always rock my heart. (hahaha!)

10. ... (you tell me who i shouldn't miss!)

why i choose them? because i think, yes, there are so many great musicians outside that have a huge talent too, but some of them just soso in live performance. they're not give a 'different' performance lively to me. they can sing well, but just some of them that can perform well.

Friday, 22 January 2010

you should know,


finally, i could change my background, again!!!
the last one was so stiff i think.
i was trying so hard to change it to this template actually, but it was always coming up with failed result so i gave up.

then, i decided to try AGAIN, and using that stiff one for a while, and voila!!

margiee and black sheep has officially back!!

seriously, this was a hard one to make it proper like this.bcs i didnt know how to deal with xml code before.

yeah maybe this time, my blog took a few more time than usually, but believe me, its my bad. not yours. sorry.

by the waaay, today, my try out results came out. it-was-dreadfull.

got bored with my blog?

check my tumblr.

i dont own anything. so do you!! dont even try to steal them without following me. i loathe it.

Thursday, 21 January 2010

yak.. saya dilema lg.

people say i should choose DKV instead of communication bcs of my not-so-good skill and taste of art
but. seriously.

ngeliat blog2 org2/ank2 DKV bkn gw jd sedih (hahaha)
knowing that gw ga bakal pny kesempatan untuk mengulik lebih satu2nya kemampuan yg gw miliki sejak kecil.
rasanya ngiri bgt ngeliat mereka2 yg kerjaanya cm gambar dan gambar.

tp dgn pertimbangan yg matang sematang2nya gw harus merelakan semua itu. oke!

tp yg gw heran, ktnya ank DKV tuh fak plg santai no 1, tp knp ga sdkt yg mengeluh capek dgn tugas2nya? are they telling me a bullshit? haha

SEMANGAT , GAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! reach your effin' dream!

tanggal berapa sekarang?!

sumpah gw gtau ini apa nama penyakitnya, mungkin juga anda bisa sebut saya bodoh.
tapi gw bener2 ngersa kalo gw dah ngalamin tgl 20/21/22/23 selama 3 minggu berturtu2!!!


jadi begini, 2 minggu lalu gw mau ke IKj krn gw tertarik sma 1 pameran ftonya. gw liat tangglnya, tgl 21/23an gt, which is, besokannya.
ternyata.. gw salah tanggal. gw sih ga jadi jg kesana, tp gw br tau kalo gw slh tanggal. gw cek kalender, tnyata itu MINGGU DEPAN nya. oke.

next week, gw masih penasaran dan mau kesana, tp krn 1 dan lain hal, ga jadi lagi. oke.. gpp. nevermind, gw ga cek tanggalan lg. i missed it.

this week, gw liat tanggalan lgi, TERNYATA BR TGL 21! dan tgl 23 itu sabtu besok. omaigat ini gw kenapa sih, masa gw mengalami tgl 21-23 secara 3 minggu berturut2?? jadi, officialnya, br sabtu depan tgl 23. gtau deh kalo gw slh liat lg. hmmmm

you may think its not important, tp ini beneran aneh buat gw. kayak, Tuhan ngasi kesempatan berkali2 buat gw (lebay) buat tuh pameran. apa bgt dhe lu Ga.
but i think i cant make it.

fenomena cewe jakarta. (indonesia only)

menurut lo gaul tuh apa sih? kalo menurut ABG jakarta, lo gaul kalo udah..
  1. pake behel. no offense buuuut, yang gw liat jaman skg, byk chewe chewe (inget pake H bacanya) labil yang pke behel hanya untuk gaya semata. menurut mereka, mereka kliatan lucu dan jadi gimana gt kalo senyum pke behel. yampun kasian sx mereka. pke behel itu menyiksa. tmn saya byk yg pke behel dan mengaduh2 krn itu. kok mrk mau2nya pke behel demi kliatan lucu. beauty is pain.
  2. pny DSLR. its a must kayaknya. punya DSLR ditenteng kmna2 tp cm dpke buat fto2 kalo jalan k mall/di sekolah ato fto teman2nya. mati aja lu! gua siang malam nabung ampe ga makan (lebay) cm buat DSLR lo seenaknya beli cm buat fto2 acr jalan2 lo yang ga penting. ergh.. (yah kli ini ada faktor jealousnya)
  3. pny hape lebar. bedeh.. kalo gw lg ke mall nih yak, nengok kanan, hape lebar, nengok kiri, lebar juga. hape lebar ada dimana2. gw gamau bilang BB. krn mnrt gw.. ga semua yg pke BB tuh, pke BB buat gaul. tp ada org yg pke HAPE LEBAR biar kliatan gaul krn menganggap BB user itu gaul zz
  4. jenong ga jenong yang penting .. BETENG
  5. ngerokok. atau.. berfto dengan rokok. gw br tau merusak diri dikatakan keren.
  6. BINAL. fto dgn pose binal.
  7. keluar masuk club tiap sat-nite.
yak. itu dia. gampang kan mau gaul. sebenernya msih byk, tp gw males nulisnya. takut ada pihak2 yang merasa lalu aku dikecam.. hahaha btw its just for fun. no offense.
dan kalo menurut refrensi di atas. saya ndak gaul sama sekali.

"saya ndak pke behel, saya seharusnya pke behel tp saya ndak mau pdhal gigi saya sudah acak kadut brantakannya. tp saya tetep gamau!!!!!"
"saya pgn pny DSLR untuk hobby fotografi saya, tp memang belom dksi Tuhan mau gmn dong? err. ibu saya bukan tipe org yang akan lsg memberikan apa yg anknya mau, jadi.. sabar aja deh."
"saya sama sekali ga beteng. dan saya ga akan pernah mau dibeteng meskipun itu adalah the latest hot trend. never! saya tau diri, hahaha"
"hape saya ga lebar. i just.. comfort with my celly now even its not perfect but its enough"
"saya ngga bisa ngerokok."
"menurut saya sih, saya teh ga binal. cm klo mnrt org yg liat saya, saya binal yah apa mau dikata. gaul deh gw!"
"gatau kenapa ada kebahagiaan tersendiri pas mengahabiskan malem minggu dgn nonton film/acr di tivi brg ade gw :)"
i think thats all thank you (brasa presentasi hahah)
hmm.. tdnya hari ini mau posting byk hal tp tb2 ga jadi gr2 mood gw turun. pdhal dah gw siapin di draft.
dr semalam hahah tp ttp aja ga ada feelnya.
argh.. akhir2 ini saya spt ABG. mood naik turun (emg ABG kan gw)
dan brsan saya diberikan link ini oleh rara.
wtf bgt men.. ini yang merusak bangsa kita. dah gitu herannya, status2 mereka tuh ga bgt tp msih adaaa aja yang like.
hmmm, and miracle's happened today. i got 65 for my sociology exam. why does it miracle? bcs i hadnt study or even touch those book. omg. 65 isnt the highest, but its really enough. the highest is.. 7,5. what a great generation.
today's wish list :
  • DJ HEROO!! i want to play DJ HEROOOOOOOOOOO
  • CHEESE CAKE!!!!!

look how i mend my broken heart

you, heartless coward!!! stupid bastards. oh it isnt enough.

note to self : you're not lost.

Wednesday, 20 January 2010

someday, when i become err.. wife.

i swear to my life. before that time comes, will :

  • learn how to cook a pancakes and waffles, so i can serve my husband and kids a great breakfast everyday. a great breakfast just instantly make our day, doesnt it?
  • learn how to make a delicious dinner. i dont know yet which menu maybe some pasta or a lot of meat things. so, my husband will always want to be home immediately to eat my delicious cook. so does my boy (im planning to have only 1 boy and 1 girl)
  • learn how to make super delicious cheese cake or tiramisu, so i can make it on my husband or my kids birthday, their graduation, party or just make it when i want :))
  • teach my kids, the real life. i will let them learn what they want and not teaching them the way my parent did to me.
  • be a super mom like my mom.

pardon me for posting this alien. (btw is she or he? lol! he she looks like.. sissy) once again, pardon me.

to be honest, i have never found a music video as awful briliant as this! godamnit! i slightly hear the taste of "keroncong" (maybe) in this song. which is i never found an american (maybe) sing that kind of song. she was like so drunk! and.. "pardoonnnn meee". the videography is so bad (well, im not a master but i can still differentiate which one is good or not)

"this is unpardonable!!"

summary of my try-out

well, this is the last day, finally.
it was such a torture to my brain.

first day. math and bahasa. well.. bahasa was still okay, but math.. as hell as usually. i dont know, is it me being too dumb or the questions was just for such-a-Einstein level! err. i felt so stupid. i dont know, i was sure i got so many 9's and 8's when i was in elementary and JHS but, now.. i am sure. my brain wasnt built to solve those fcking numbers.

second day, geography and english. english was under controlled. geo.. as hell as usually. omg, please, who can solve those freaking things that we learnt since we were 10th grade. our brain isnt a cupboard which contain so much memories and we can find it anytime. we are human who can forget :'| hahahhaha

third day, i-dont-fucking-care.

Monday, 18 January 2010

i dont know what to do when the cause and cure is you

how long is 'someday' ?

have you ever think about it? i was wondering about it, today.
i dont know, i think it's a deep word. and dont you ever say it if you are not sure how long it takes or will it be happen.

dont you ever. because, the effect of it, it just give us too many hopes that maybe just.. empty.
depending on something unsure its so not me. but it might be.

someday. always someday. i ask people, and they say someday. keep waiting. in vain maybe. no no
im not just talking about love in here.

someday.. everything could be happen.
someday, i'm gonna forget you.
someday, we could be something.
someday, i might be something.
or someday, i might be just the same. a useless loser.

a useless loser? we are. not only me, i guess.
why? check your own self. what have you done after all this time?

someday is about future too. huh!
the best way to predict future is to create it. i like that.

and today,i learn something. everything in this world needs an effort.
nothing is instant.
nothing.. believe me.

and the harder we try, the sweeter it tastes.
in vain? its just about time. give time time.

thats how life works.
oh shit, what the hell i am talking here.

Sunday, 17 January 2010

today is just so random.

well, i changed my template again.
feel bored with the old one. and tomorrow i have 2 try-out. wish me luck. i dont study yet.
well who cares.

today, for the first time. i feel bored with the most exciting thing and the most interesting thing in the world : internet.
yeah. i dont know why, but its a good sign.

and i realized that lately im not productively blogging. maybe its my writers-block time. sorry folks, seriously i have so many things to tell you but i just dont feel like it.

hftt.. and, today i went to book flea store, and i was looking for some great (i dont accept 'good') books but again, i am just waaaayyy too picky!

emm, what else i want to told you.. i dont know, the more i study the more i feel so sick with school.
i really want to graduate immediately!!!!
i feel sick of EVERYTHING!

and oh yeah, this morning i woke up at 4 (which is miracle) just for to go to church!!
4 o'clock in the goddamn morning!
(praise the lord)

.. because, i had to accompany my father. my father is a sound engineering in church (sounds cool huh? (; i like it, actually i dont know what it is called his job but i just like to say so.)
and the best thing is..
you know, a small room in radio station where you have so many boxes with tunnel and button on it? and also big headphones, PC, mic, and somethings like that? so we can go on air.
my father's room is just like that and usually its prohibited for strangers, but today..
i can sit in front of those things and feel like.. an announcer!! its feels great.
when my father went away to bathroom, i pretended like i was a announcer, i turned on and spin all the button as much as i could then got it back. just like i was on-air announcer. cool. also! i wore a headphones.

yeah, so have i told you i want to be a radio announcer since i listened to the radio for the first time? well, yes i am.

argh, cant wait to sit on that big spinning chair and wear a cool headphones in a small square room, spinning your favorite songs!

anyway, i heard so many complaining about facebook and twitter. well, i think its a poison!
seriously, i mean, we are addicted to social networking, i mean? how come!
just dont be too much, put all your private life story, weeping on your stat/tweet, and even ASK other people to like your not-so-cool status by fb chat! its so lame.

and tagging yourself on your own photo so people can see how you have so many photos. please..
adding unknown people? its still okay. say thanks for approving? not so okay. say thanks for adding- really not okay.
and sometimes i find it annoying while i was tagged by photo that shows someone's shamefulness then people commented on it, laughing on it. its sometimes annoying men. esp when you're not in the mood or you dont even have any business with that person.
or.. keep inviting me some pages that i dont even give a shit!

well. just saying.

Saturday, 16 January 2010

i dont feel like blogging lately.

i dont know why, today, and almost everyday since i watched this movie (Penelope), this song (yes, with James McAvoy's version too) keep repeating on my mind.

"you are my sunshineee, my only sunshineee, you make me happyy when skies are greyy.."

hmm, its not my type of song actually. btw, have you ever watch Penelope? its worth watching!

Friday, 15 January 2010

is it me? it's waaay too much.

Spontaneous Idealists are creative, lively and open-minded persons. They are humorous and dispose of a contagious zest for life. Their enthusiasm and sparkling energy inspires others and sweeps them along. They enjoy being together with other people and often have an uncanny intuition for their motivations and potential. Spontaneous Idealists are masters of communication and very amusing and gifted entertainers. Fun and variety are guaranteed when they are around. However, they are sometimes somewhat too impulsive in dealing with others and can hurt people without really meaning to do so, due to their direct and sometimes critical nature.

This personality type is a keen and alert observer; they miss nothing which is going on around them. In extreme cases, they tend to be oversensitive and exaggeratedly alert and are inwardly always ready to jump. Life for them is an exciting drama full of emotionality. However, they quickly become bored when things repeat themselves and too much detailed work and care is required. Their creativity, their imaginativeness and their originality become most noticeable when developing new projects and ideas - they then leave the meticulous implementation of the whole to others. On the whole, Spontaneous Idealists attach great value to their inner and outward independence and do not like accepting a subordinate role. They therefore have problems with hierarchies and authorities.

If you have a Spontaneous Idealist as your friend, you will never be bored; with them, you can enjoy life to the full and celebrate the best parties. At the same time, they are warm, sensitive, attentive and always willing to help. If Spontaneous Idealists have just fallen in love, the sky is full of violins and their new partners are showered with attention and affection. This type then bubbles over with charm, tenderness and imagination. But, unfortunately, it soon becomes boring for them once the novelty has worn off. Boring everyday life in a partnership is not for them so that many Spontaneous Idealists slip from one affair into another. However, should the partner manage to keep their curiosity alive and not let routine and familiarity gain the upper hand, Spontaneous Idealists can be inspiring and loving partners.

Adjectives which describe your type: spontaneous, enthusiastic, idealistic, extroverted, theoretical, emotional, relaxed, friendly, optimistic, charming, helpful, independent, individualistic, creative, dynamic, lively, humorous, full of zest for life, imaginative, changeable, adaptable, loyal, sensitive, inspiring, sociable, communicative, erratic, curious, open, vulnerable


this is how i should be.

try it yourself

Thursday, 14 January 2010

i dont know why, but i hatepeopl who dramatically say that they love rain.
its just sounds so.. drama queen.

i mean, yeah besides rain is cold, what else is good ?????
it caused flood, diseases, so many insects come out, which means my messy room in danger.

errrr.... stop saying, i love raining. yes its fucking raining in your status.
thats make me sick. seriously.
no offense.


by the way, ade gw goblok bgt.
ada kelabang tb2 di dpn wc. lalu dgn nada sok tau dia blg..
"hati loh ma, dia (kelabang) itu berfragmentasi"
"apa tuh?" tny nyokap gw.
".." terdiam, "bentar aku liat buku dlu."


when i see this pic, it reminds me of myself. when i was in elementary , i would stop breathing when i hate something. i tried to kill myself by holding my breath. it was never working.

today's weirdness.

since i woke up today, i realized something different. the sky. it looked cleare and shiner than before. and the shape of the clouds is more attractive, i guess.
so i was starting my day with something good.

but i felt so shit today.

Wednesday, 13 January 2010

today .. just not in the mood day.

so how does it look like?

i keep on growing my positive thinking to this drawing.

need bigger visual? eat rate this!

so, Mrs Etty, my English art teacher, asked us to make something special to someone special in my school and why. so, i just choose her to be my someone special. and give my special drawing (and now it looks like more way caricature, which is really not my kind of style)
why? i just love English and she is the best English teacher that i have ever got in my high school.

why drawing? bcs im running out my idea what i should give to her. and now, it seems like i ruin everything. ma'am, you're not someone i hate. trust me. it's only my drawing's skill that makes you look.. sinister.

Tuesday, 12 January 2010

today i got punishment from my teacher for not following the Eucharist mass this morning.
so, i dont understand. totally not understand.
she asked me to write down all the order sequence of the eucharist mass today.
WHAT FORR????????

not trying to be snobbish or whatever but, by doing that, it doesnt guarantee that i wouldnt do it again someday.
she thought that i deliberately missed it. i mean oh my goaatt how many times i told you!
i woke up at 6.45 it absolutely guaranteed that i was already late and it was raining outside! how could i go to school? stop the raining? who do you think i am?!

and please dont judge my spiritual life by this chance. just bcs i missed it doesnt mean i am a atheist or whatever. i am just a lazy teenage girl who missed eucharist mass bcs of rain and pain ( i woke up late bcs i had a damn stomache yesterday, it caused me to sleep only for a moment) !!

seriously i hate you. i dont like to be judged by something that i dont.

by the way, i bet im not the only one who missed it today so where the fuck other people?

Monday, 11 January 2010

i literally dont know what to do now

(warning : warning ajah..)

pasalnya, gw lagi sakit, badan gw lemes. gmn ngga? berak2 dari jam 2 subuh tadi sampe kira2 jam 10 pagi td. trus sempet brenti bentar, eh keluar lagi jam 1 td.
rasanya kekures sekures2nya.

agak heran juga gw, prasaan gw tuh ga makan apa2, tp knp bisa boker mlu.. apa cb yang dibokerin.
dah gitu, diare ini belum ada apa2nya, karena diare kali ini plus2 datengnya brg kram perut gr2 faktor PMS.

perfect kan. rasanya kayak mau beranak dalam kubur

jadilah gw lemes, mau makan, tp perut lagi sensitif, mau mandi tp dah jam 4 sore gni, ih males bgt kan. mau tidur, dah kenyang bgt gw tidur seharian kayak sapi mati.

kenapa ga main komputer aja ga?good question.
karena ade gw lagi ngejarah komputernya.

oooh, tumben, biasa lo belain mati2an rebutan sama dia.. baik ya.
iya dong, gimana ngga, ade gw lag cacar aer!!!!
gw seatap dgn org cacar dan gw belom cacar!!
ditamabah lagi kondisi gw yg lg ga fit memudahkan gw kena cacar!!!
gw berasa kepenjara tau ga di kamar. gw ga berani keluar kamar.. takut.
sebenarnya sih gapapa gw kena cacar skg drpd nanti2, tp tetep aja gw takut :|
gw biarkan dia puas2in main dr pgi smpe br skg gw brani ambil alih.

duduk di depan komputer yang sama, megang mouse yang sama, duduk di bangku bekas dia aja rasanya gw dah terkontaminasisasisasi.
berdiri di dapur yg jaraknya 5 meteran dr ade gw aja dah brasa gatel2 gw. err...
(tuh kan gatel lagi)

jadi sbenernya, sebelum postingan ini diluncurkan, gw bener2 gtau mesti ngapain. dan itu rasanya.. ga enak.

-ke toilet lagi-

oke deh, salam piss, gaul and goyang.
(otak gw ikutan sakit nih kayaknya)

(postingan kali ini agak gak oke kt2nya? kan dah gw warning tadi..)

Sunday, 10 January 2010

i really hate making decision financially.

argh i always end up with buying something not important, more expensive than i had plan before, spent much more than i targeted before. erghhh...

just like today, today is just like yesterday(s).
thats why i always running out my money. like today :

  1. i planned to buy only 1 macaroni schotellalshdfuierfchjbrfgf-whatever it should be typed.
  2. since food is my biggest temp so i bought 2.
  3. then i planned to buy a sketch book, A5.
  4. occasionally, the stationery doesnt have A5
  5. so i should straightly go home instead of take a walk and take a sneak to some books.
  6. but then suddenly -this is my second biggest temptation- there's a book sale that offering so damn low prices. like only 5K - 15K for new book?!
  7. so i got interested to some books. i took a long time to think should i buy it or not, with questioning myself a lot, like is it important? is it really great? ( i dont accept "good" for books, movies, and food.) will you have time to read it? you should be studying btw and bla bla blaa.
  8. ok then, after like 30 minutes in that book store and convincing myself, i shouldnt buy those books. so i went home.
  9. but when i got home, i had to take my bro to the drug store, so there i went.
  10. i decided to wait in the nearest flea bookstore.
  11. then I returned to the house with flea books that cost 2 times more expensive with a new book that I had seen in bookstore before.
  12. DAMN!
  13. i mean, i am so easily tempted!!!
so, i guess i really need someone to told me whats good whats not please. or maybe any suggestion to manage my finance. its really hard when you're a nerd teenage girl.
hope i didnt make a wrong decision this time.

all the things, just happend in a sudden.

suddenly my father calls my grandma
suddenly my father has a bad feeling
suddenly i miss my grandma
suddenly i realize how old we are for this far
suddenly i imagine myself, will my son call me in middle of the night just to say hello
suddenly i feel afraid of.. i even dont want to say it.
suddenly ... i'm afraid things will happen and gone too fast.

Saturday, 9 January 2010

its formspring timee!!

i know i rarely posted about my fs bcs i collect it until its enough to be posted , yeah it took a long time since my blog (and apparently me) is not a famous and great one.

Q. he is so cruel. he's there just when he needs me.
A. then forget him!! or.. do the same thing :P karma does exist.

Q. whats your favorite pixar movie?
A. hmm, toy story, up, monster inc.

Q. i hate the jonas brother
A. you're not alone. me too.


Q. Hows the high school life goin?
Mines not so fun. I play sports, dont go out much cause parents be trippen,and nooo boys to flirt with or talk to thats cute or not taken or not a jerk. The majority of my friends have boyfriends.. gurl they stay with boyfriends. Well me i dont. I dont wanna be the one out of all my friends to not have a prom date or go on that double or triple date with my friends. Im not saying i need a boy to make me happy but how can i make my high school life happy?

- haha sorry so long but Any advice?
A. mine isnt so much fun too. but it does good. there is so many things to make your life happy, you have friends, make friends as much as possible! then you'll get your high school life. i promise. just have fun! you dont have a boyfriend? dont take it seriously. you will.

Q. apa yang anda lakukan bila anda punya 10 milyar ?
A. apapun!

Q. kapan yaaaa saya lupain diaa? JAWAB MARGA!
A. when you realize and start to move on and NOT LOOKING BACK. and understand it as something that we called life. goes on. and on. and on. so you will!! if you want. (tuh kan aku jawaabbb)

Q. do you think love exist?
A. yes, if its not.. i wouldnt be here.

Q. I love to read ur blog.
U're so smart, creative!
Im proud of you.
keep on writing, I'll follow it then.
U're an indonesian girl,
but ur english is very well.
I heart that ;)
A. oh thank you :), tell me you're not someone i know please! haha

Q. have anything to say?
A. err.. something are better left unspoken.

Q. which one do you like the most? art / photography?
A. whats the different? ;) i love them.

Q. what inspire you the most?
A. mostly, teenage girls. a drama with a nice vulnerable packaging.

okay its enough for today, well thanks for asking or telling me something.

Friday, 8 January 2010

i like these lyrics. by kate nash.


This is my face
Covered in freckles
With the occasional spot
And some veins

This is my body
Covered in skin
And not all of it
You can see

And, this, is my mind
It goes over and over
The same old lines

And, this, is my brain
It's torturous analytical thoughts
Make me go insane

And I use mouthwash
Sometimes I floss
I got a family
And I drink cups of tea

I've got nostalgic pavements
I've got familiar faces
I've got a mixed-up memory
And I've got favourite places

And I'm singing "oh oh" on a Friday night
And I'm singing "oh oh" on a Friday night
And I'm singing "oh oh" on a Friday night
And I hope everything's gonna be alright
And I'm singing "oh oh" on a Friday night
And I hope everything's gonna be alright

This is my face
I've got a thousand opinions
And not the time to explain

And this is my body
And no matter how you try and disable it
Yes I'll still be here

And, this, is my mind
And although you try to infringe
You cannot confine

And, this, is my brain
And even if you try and hold me back
There's nothing that you can gain

'Cause I use mouthwash
Sometimes I floss
I've got a family
And I drink cups of tea

I've got nostalgic pavements
I've got familiar faces
I've got a mixed-up memory
And I've got favourite places

I'm singing "oh oh" on a Friday night
And I'm singing "oh oh" on a Friday night
And I'm singing "oh oh" on a Friday night
And I hope everything's gonna be alright
And I'm singing "oh oh" on a Friday night
And I hope everything's gonna be alright
Oh oh oh oh oh oh:

Thursday, 7 January 2010

perkembangan mater dei dlm mengahadapi UN

yak. bentar lagi, kami para pelajar 2010 akn menghadapi 'pengadilan terakhir' kami yaitu UN.

Dan tentunya, bukan hanya kami para pelajar saja yg kalang kabut mempersiapkan ini smua tp jg guru2.
Terutama di MD, yang gw perhatikan ya, malah guru2nya yg lbh konsen & serius mempersiapkan UN drpd murid2nya. Muridnya msi pd leha2, msih blom sadar bhw masa depannya akan dtentukan hny dalam 3 hr. Emg angkatan gtau diri ni haha

anywaay, disini gw cm pgn blg, bhwa gw mulai melihat sistem guru2 MD dlm mempersiapkan UN. mostly, SERIUS tp SANTAI.

Hampir smua guru menerapkan hal spt ini, dan menurut gw ini bagus krn ga menekan mental kita, jd ga under pressure gt. Kan mana enak blajar seriuuus mlu saban hari dr senen ampe sabtu. Ya kan?
Guru2 ga yg melulu neken kita utk ini itu, mrk cm kyk nerangin smbl bcanda plus tugas2 yg emg agak byk porsinya. Nah,tp balik lg ke ank2nya. Emg dasar gtau diri, dah dikasi enak malah ngelunjak. Malah leha2.. But i do hope we all graduate.

Td kan gw blg HAMPIR smua guru, nah guru yg sangat2 menekan gw (generally) adalah, gw rasakan dr, our lovely principal. idk but i feel so under pressure, she keep pushing us by those fckin tasks. merongrong kita, argh. Rasanya kalo dy dah ngajar pgn gw blg, eh urusin aja tuh WC cewe ga ada sabunnya noh! (dikata cleaning service apa haha) gw tau mxd dy tuh baik tp caranya ga tepat bwt gw.
Gw malah ngrasa terblock, intimidasi, dan terburu2.
Dan gw ga sk.

Yah, emg curcol haha. Anyway lagi, gw utk UN ga ikut bimbel apapun, bhkn gw msi smpet2nya bkn hal2 yg ga pntg rather than studying. Hmm, knp ya? Msih nyantai bgt gw. But deep inside me, i just know i can and i believe in that.
Thats how i work it out.

SANTAI tp SERIUS. niscaya, lo pasti bisa. Gausa deh menekan dri lo dgn skola bimbel yg blebihan, otak lo jg bth something fresh. Biar ga butek, jd gada slhnya lo have fun skg. Asal kadarnya ga lebih.

Ngomong apa si gw, haha ga bs tdr gni nih, jd nglantur d blog.
I think ive to sleep, its already 2am.

misteri hari ini

dimulai ketika emak gw sdg mencuci selimut gw yg dekil itu. lalu dgn terheran2, ia menanyakan ke gw pas plg sekolah, ''km sk makan selimut ya kl tdr?''
"hah?apa kali, ya ga lah ma!" tangkis gw dgn yakin.
"trus kok SETIAP sudut selimut km bolong? BOLONG BUKAN SOBEK"
(diem,bingung jg)

nah itu dia. dari mana asal muasal bolong2 tsebut coba?
Yang gw takutkan adalah ternyata boneka ulat kado dr tmn2 yg gw taro d pojok kasur kalo malem sk idup trus makanin slimut gw gw BENERAN makanin tuh slimut tanpa sadar di tidur gw ada binatang (that problaby disgusting) yg menggerogoti slimut gw d kala malam.
argghh! smoga its not insects or rat, i'd rather know its a monster than insects/rats. bknnya gmn tp sjorok itukah kasur gw? IYA!

anyway, apapun itu, lo boleh makan slimut gw ampe abs asal JGN SENTUH GW.
(biarkan postingan ga jelas ini mengambang)
we'll figure it out later. hmm..


Wednesday, 6 January 2010

if i were a...

If I were a month, I’d be February.
If I were a day of the week, I’d be Saturday (everybody loves me then)
If I were a time of day, I’d be 11:11
If I were a planet, I’d be mars.
If I were a sea animal, I’d be a err, baracuda!
If I were a direction, I’d be North.
If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be an old white cupboard.
If I were a liquid, I’d be wine.
If I were a gemstone, I’d be a diamond.
If I were a tree, I’d be an big tree.
If I were a tool, I’d be a scissors.
If I were a flower, I’d be a edelweiss.
If I were a kind of weather, I’d be cloudy.
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a bass.
If I were a color, I’d be something strong yet smooth.
If I were an emotion, I’d be high.
If I were a fruit, I’d be a orange.
If I were a sound, I’d be flute.
If I were an element, I’d be water.
If I were a car, I’d be an ferrari
If I were a food, I’d be pizza.
If I were a place, I’d be london.
If I were a material, I’d be ...
If I were a taste, I’d taste like strawberry.
If I were a scent, I’d be burberry
If I were an animal, I’d be a owl.
If I were an object, I’d be a food.
If I were a body part, I’d be eyes,brain, heart.
If I were a facial expression, I’d be deadly stare.
If I were a song, I’d be misguided ghost - paramore :P
If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be wedge heels.

Tuesday, 5 January 2010

we learn from mistakes we made but why nobody wants to make mistakes?

because people are too snobbish to learn, they want everything to be perfectly done. pathetic.

Sunday, 3 January 2010

perhatikan, kalo kata Sherina, lihatlah lebih dekat.

teman saya titi, mengutip begini di statusnya..

untuk apa kita peduli sama orang yang tidak pantas diperhatikan? perhatikan Tuhan, maka Ia akan mengirimkan orang untuk memperhatikan kita. -Mario Teguh

lalu saya like karena sepintas itu betul menurut saya. lalu saya runut lebih dalam kalimat itu. untuk apa memperhatikan org yg TIDAK PANTAS diperhatikan? sorry to say, bukannya mau gimana, tp menurut gw semua org tuh pantas diperhatikan. bukannya mau bermaksud naif, munafik, dan seperti Tuhan. tp mnurut gw begitu. gw terlahir di keluarga katolik dan sebagai katolik. gw diajarkan secara katolik, dan disitu yg gw tangkep selama ini adalah semua orang itu dasarnya baik. Tuhan ga pilih kasih. kalo ga, msa iya Tuhan mau ngasih matahari cuma buat orang baik? yg jahat dikasih hujan & badai. ga kan?

itulah kenapa lalu gw bilang ke Titi untuk mencabut jempol gw hehe. suka sih tp kurang setuju, karena, menutur gw, smua org pantes diperhatiin. yg bkn ga pantes apa sih? ya balik lagi ke asumsi dan pemikiran kita ke orang itu.

lalu berdasarkan quote tadi, gw re-quote lagi (sotoy abis gw mau nge-requote Pak Mario):

perhatikanlah org yg tdk memperhatikanmu, maka tuhan akan memperhatikanmu dan mengirimkan org yg memperhatikanmu

hmm.. seems fine but actually pathetic. ya ga sih? just like me! haha
sebenarnya menyedihkan juga memperhatikan org yg ga memperhatikan kita but i mean, perhatikanlah semua orang termasuk orang yang ga memperhatikan lo, yg jahat sama lo. dengan catatan secara tulus ya. mungkin dengan begitu Tuhan akan memperhatikan kita.

gw sih jago soal teori gini, tp gw akui kalo dalam kenyataan masih sulit banget untuk melakukan hal yang seperti itu. tanpa mengharapkan balasan dari Tuhan.

ya ga? sedikit yang gw rancu juga dari quote Pak Mario..

memperhatikan Tuhan? seperti apakah itu? called me atheist or whatever you named it, but i am a bit confused with this statement.

err. just for brainstorming..

(ngomong apa sih lo, Gaa)

today's quote & scribble

Friday, 1 January 2010

i hate today.

-2nd Jan 2010-
*Feeling: lazy
* Wearing: shirt-short
* Wishing: a lots of luck for this year
* Missing: ( i hate this word)
* Thinking: about what this question supposed to be filled with
* Wondering: my fate!
* Raving About: nothing, really.
* Ranting About: how noise my brother could be
* Fangirling/Drooling Over: you, always.
* Thankful For: my brain, mind, soul, everything of me.
* Planning: to get the hell out of here.
* Looking Forward To: future?
* Dreading: em.. YOU!!
* Wanting: last dream to be true :P
* Hoping: For a good year.
hoaa its already 2010!
i dont feel anything :P
but i do have a wonderful eve.

(todays scribble)
welcome 2010, so in 2010 there will be no any nerd using those freaking new years glasses with 2 zeros in the middle.. until 3000.
(not in the mood to make some artsy fartsy drawings err)

so i wont say anything much this time, but i just wanna show you, songs that you should listen that maybe could keep up your spirit this year.

its America version

its Australian version



dfferent, but its Japan

finally, Indonesian.

(btw my favorite is Australian :P)