update :

remember when i say,

"crying isnt for me, but i cant hep it when night comes and when i am alone"

in my older post

it happened guys.
i had never crying while dreaming since i was kid but last night, i did.
damn. i dreamed about the respond of him, about my recently problem.
then it was really really hurt me. he just was damn cruel , in my dream last night.

but actually, i am a bit forgot what did he say, but i know it really hurts.

suddenly, i woke up with my eyes full of tears and instead of stop crying, i continued crying and then, i was like why the hell do i cry??

how could this things got me this messed?
*sigh*

:)) bye, and wish me luck with my DIY project.